A few days later, JR took John Ross out to see a film while Sue
Ellen stayed at home to finish a project she was doing. After the movie JR decided to take his son for something to eat, they
arrived back at the house at 10pm. Sue Ellen told John Ross that as it was a school night, he would have to go straight to
bed, although he complained a little he was tired.
After seeing that John Ross was safely in bed, Sue Ellen closed
his door and went back downstairs. She decided to go to the kitchen and make some coffee, she knew JR was waiting in the living
room, but just for a minute she needed to be on her own. She needed to think about her next move concerning her relationship
with JR.
About five minutes later, she entered the living room carrying two cups of coffee; she closed the door behind
her. JR turned and said
“Is John Ross asleep?”
“Yes” She said, “You must have
tired him out”
JR was sat on the sofa, so she took the armchair opposite him, there was so much that she needed
to say, but she didn’t know how to start.
She looked at JR “We need to talk” she said
“Sue
Ellen, We have talked, there isn’t anything else I can say!”
“If we are to start over, we need to
look at the past and put it behind us, otherwise it’s always going to be there” she said.
“Okay,
where do you want to start?” he said
“At the beginning” She answered, “I want to know what
happened to the man I met and fell in love with, those first few years you made me feel so special but after we were married
you changed, you grew distance, you stayed away from Southfork, I loved you so much but I felt like I had lost you.”
JR
didn’t know what to say “I’m sorry, I can’t explain what happened, I did love you but I needed something
more, maybe it was to do with power, I had the power to have any women I wanted, so I chased them until I got them”
“Why
is power so important to you?” she asked
“It was the one thing that I had that I knew could never let me
down, it got me everything I wanted, I was brought up to believe that power and only power mattered”
“But
you had a wife who loved you, you didn’t need anyone else” Sue Ellen said
“Sue Ellen, both you and
Kristin were brought up to believe that the men you married had to be rich and powerful” JR said
“And you
honestly think that I married you because you were rich, JR, there were men around me that were richer than you, and you were
definitely not who my mother wanted me to marry” She answered “I married you because I loved you”
The
room went silent; the only sounds that could be heard were from the radio playing quietly in the background and the clock
ticking time away.
JR broke the silence “All through my life, I tried to do everything I could to make my daddy
proud of me, but he always preferred Bobby. I wanted him to love me the way he loved Bobby, but he never did.”
“JR,
you’re father loved you”
“Sue Ellen, my father raised me to be his heir, to take over Ewing Oil.
From the age of five I was involved with Ewing, he saw me as a business partner not a son. Bobby could get away with anything,
he even managed to marry Pam without getting kicked off Southfork for marrying a Barnes” JR said
Sue Ellen looked
at JR, she saw tears in his eyes, she knew how much his father meant to him and she so desperately wanted to go to him and
hold him, she hated it when JR appeared vulnerable, but now that they were having this conversation she didn’t want
to stop.
“So” JR continued “I looked for the one thing that could never let me down, Power. I had
power in business and the power to have whatever woman I wanted, so I used it”
“Regardless of who got hurt?”
Sue Ellen said, “You used power to get whatever you wanted and whoever got in your way, you would stamp on and get rid
off, I never want to see my son do that”
“Neither do I” JR said “And he wont, because we wont
let him, I know I’ve hurt John Ross, but from this moment on, I will never let him feel that I don’t love him”
“I
want to believe you JR, I truly do” Sue Ellen replied
“I remembered how relieved I was when I found out
that he was my son, I could look at him without wondering whether he was Cliff Barnes’ son or mine” JR said
Sue
Ellen thought for a moment “JR, I never doubted he was your son from the moment I saw him, he has your eyes, he’s
always looked like you”
“People see what they want Sue Ellen”
“After he was born, I
couldn’t of cared less whose son he was, I felt hurt and betrayed by two cruel men, I wanted nothing to do with either
of you” she said “But I knew he was your son”
“That
night after the car accident, I was terrified about losing you, when you came back to Southfork I would have done anything
to put things right, but you wouldn’t let me” JR said
“I was hurting too much, I couldn’t even
bear to touch my own son, I still feel bad about that, it was ages before I held him in my arms” She said
JR
looked at her, where was this conversation going, was she going to tell him that she didn’t want him and that he should
go back to Dallas, he was scared, he knew now that he couldn’t lose her again.
“JR, not content with chasing other women, you’re next conquest
was my own sister” she said “how do you think I felt, when she told you she was having your child, it could have
been anyone’s but you believed her when she said it was yours”
“I’m sorry, but you didn’t
want me, you were more interested in that cowboy” He said
“Dusty taught me how to love again, after feeling
rejected by both you and Cliff, I thought I had lost the power to love, I couldn’t even bear my own son, but he made
me realise that I was capable of love and with that I began to love John Ross” she said
“Did you love him
more than me?” JR asked
“No” she said, “If I’m truly honest, he was everything I wanted
you to be, but I never felt for him what I felt for you, that kind of love only happens once and unfortunately for me, my
one true love was you”
“I remember the time after you were shot” she continued “We had so many
good times while you were recovering, I felt as though I had found you again, I would have done anything for you, I was even
horrible to Bobby because I wanted to be loyal to you, but then once again you cheated on me”
“Afton”
he said
“Yes” she said “We had been getting along so well, then the day of Lucy’s wedding you
cheat on me with her in our bed, I couldn’t believe it!”
“How did you know that?” he asked
“JR
if you’re going to cheat on me in that way, you should have at least made sure you left the bed in the same way you
found it” she answered
“Then you took my son away from me,” JR said
“I wanted a better
life for both of us, but it didn’t last long”
“I remembered when we went to South America looking
for daddy, you promised you would stay at Southfork, but you left before we got back” JR said
“I had to
leave, there was no way I could face you, I knew how vulnerable you be if you didn’t find Jock, and I couldn’t
handle how I would react” she said “What you never understood was how much I did love you, every time you were
hurt or upset I melted.
JR looked at her, how could he had been so foolish, they could have had so much, he never realised
how much she loved him, or for that matter how much he loved her, until now. He would move heaven and earth to prove that
he could be faithful to her for good; all he wanted was another chance. This time their relationship would be forever, he
had to convince her of that.
“Then I remarried you” Sue Ellen said “How stupid was that, I wanted
to believe that you could change, the first few months were really good, but then you cheated on me with Holly Harwood, how
do you think I felt seeing you two in bed”
“She set me up!”
“JR! That is no excuse,
she didn’t hold you at gunpoint and force you into bed, you could have said no, but you didn’t, you went along
with it and ruined our marriage” She said
“I told you I was sorry, I was still in love with you, she didn’t
mean anything,” he said
“Or were you scared of losing John Ross again?” She asked
“I
was scared of losing you both” he said, “Then you started carrying on with that boy who was half your age, and
ended up pregnant by him”
“It could have been yours JR” she said “One thing you will never
understand is this one fact, if you had never cheated on me, I would have never cheated on you, you were the only man I wanted,
you still are the only man I want, but there’s this side of you that I don’t like. I need to be 100% sure that
you will never cheat on me again, I can’t let you put me through any more pain”
“I wont, I can promise
you that, you’re the only woman I want to be with, don’t you think that if I wanted Mandy or any of the others
for that matter, that I could find out where they are and go to them. But no, I haven’t I came to you, not just to see
our son, but to put things right with you, to start again, if you will let me.
The silence filled the air again, it took Sue Ellen all the power
she had not to go and sit close to JR, she wanted him close to her, she wanted his arms around her, and she truly did love
this man.
“Sue Ellen, you weren’t perfect, there were other men in your life, you tried to shoot me, remember”
he said
“You pushed me too far JR, any man I was involved with never matched you, but I couldn’t have you,
you were too busy and yes, I shot you to get rid of the pain I felt. I loved you so much but all you had caused me was pain
and I wanted it to end,” she said
“Did you really want me dead?” he asked
“For a split
second, yes, all the years of having you cheat on me, the drinking myself to unconsciousness to numb the pain I felt, but
if I’m honest, no I didn’t really want you dead” she replied.
“At that point, I knew we were
over, so I married Cally, but I don’t know if I truly ever stopped loving you Sue Ellen, I can’t explain my actions,
I don’t know why I hurt you so much, you were the one person I wanted when things got bad” JR said
“When
you married Cally, I thought I had lost you forever, I came over here and Don and I got married, I thought I would be free
of you, that my life would be perfect, but I couldn’t let go off you, you always came between Don and I” she said
“I wanted to move on to forget the past and Dallas but
I couldn’t not really.
“Where do we go from here?” JR asked
The room went silent again, Sue
Ellen tried to think clearly, what was it she truly wanted. Could she risk giving JR another chance, she put her head back
against the armchair and closed her eyes. The radio played softly and the words of the song playing caught her attention.
Daydreams
of a better life but I have to wake up, the sound of a key in the door
You smile and I realise that we need a shake
up
Our love is a precious thing, worth the pain and the suffering
And it’s never to late for changing
If
she turned JR down and let him walk out of her life for good, would she regret it, she didn’t even have to think of
that answer. However this is the man who had hurt her so much in the past, wouldn’t it be stupid to start again with
him, when everything in her life was going well, knowing what JR was capable of. The song kept playing she listened to the
chorus.
One Man, One Woman
Two friends and two true lovers
Somehow we’ll help each other through
the hard times.
One Man, One Woman
One life to live together
One chance to take that never comes back
again
You and me to the end
Sue Ellen opened her eyes and looked at JR, she knew that she was doomed to love
him they belonged together. Tonight they would put the past behind them and begin a new start, a better life for her, JR and
their son; she opened her mouth to speak.
“Okay, let’s put the past behind us and start again, from now
on it’s just you, me and John Ross, no other women, no more pain. If you can’t agree to that then we don’t
have a future”
“I will do anything you want, we belong together and I swear I will do nothing to risk losing
you again,” he said
She stood up and walked over to him, he stretched out his arms and she went to him. She held
him tightly and felt the tears beginning to form in her eyes. She pulled away for a second and realised JR had tears in his
eyes too, she kissed him.
“I still want to take this slowly” she said, “We still have to convince
John Ross that we’re doing the right thing”
“Whatever you say,” he said
“Just
don’t leave me again,” she said
They sat listening
to the radio for a while, holding each other tightly “The past is behind us JR, let’s look to the future”
JR
looked at the clock on the wall, he knew it was getting late and he had to get back to the hotel, but he didn’t want
to lose this moment. Eventually he decided that it had been an emotional evening and they both needed to get some rest.
“I
should go,” he said “But can I see you tomorrow?”
“Yes” she said “I’m working until about three
o clock and then I’m going to pick John Ross up from school, you can meet us back here at four if you like”
“Okay”
he said
They walked towards the front door, Sue Ellen wanted him to stay just as much as she knew he wanted to, but
she had to take this slowly. As JR opened the door Sue Ellen stopped him.
“I can’t do this!” she
said
JR looked alarmed “What can’t you do, I thought we sorted everything out” he said
“We
have” she answered, “I mean I can’t let you leave, I want you to stay here”
”I thought
you wanted to take things slowly” he said
“I did, but JR we have one more chance to put our relationship
right, I don’t want to miss a single moment, stay with me tonight” she said
“What about John Ross?”
JR said
“He wants his parents together, I’m sure he’ll be fine” she said
JR shut the
door and she put her arms around him and held him close. She then kissed him, when they finally broke away JR said
“Are
you really sure this is what you want?”
“Yes” she said “More than anything in this world”
She took him by the hand and led him up the stairs, before entering her room, they peeped into John Ross’s room and
watched their sleeping son.
“He’s so beautiful,” JR, said “I wish he could stay this age forever”
“I know” Sue Ellen said “Let’s not waste
anymore time fighting, we should make the most of every moment we have to be a proper family, and we can’t do that if
you’re living at the hotel”
“You want me to move in?” JR asked
“Why, have you
got a problem with that?” she asked
JR shook his head, this is where he wanted to be, Sue Ellen took his hand
and let him into her bedroom, tonight would be the night that they put the past behind them forever and start afresh.
The
following morning Sue Ellen woke up with JR’s arms wrapped around her, she felt happy and safe lying there, but also
realised that there was a feeling of déjà vu, she had been in this position so many times but this time she wanted to believe
that this relationship could last, after all JR had come half way round the world to see her. She felt the sun shining through
the window and looked up and saw JR watching her.
“Good morning” He said, “how are you?”
“Fine”
she answered
“Any regrets” he asked
Sue Ellen remained silent for a while, she loved him, she had
no regrets about anything, but she had a feeling of apprehension, she knew JR so well and even though they had talked last
night and agreed to put the past behind them and start again, she wondered how long it would last. She wanted things to last
forever this time, to give her son two parents who loved him and each other, instead of the fighting he was used to. JR watched
her, waiting for an answer to his question, but could see in her eyes that something was bothering her, even after last night,
she didn’t trust him fully. He truly wanted to make up for the past, but how could he if the past always came back to
haunt them.
“Sue Ellen, what’s wrong please don’t tell me last night was a mistake, I thought we
had agreed to put the past behind us” he said
“I’m sorry, JR, I was just thinking we’ve been
here so many times before, I just don’t want this to turn into another mistake” she said “Are you truly
ready to commit to one woman for the rest of your life?”
“Yes” he said “I love you and only
you, but if this is too difficult for you, then we can end this here and now.”
She looked at him and kissed him
“I don’t want to lose you again” she said
“You won’t “he replied, “I promise
you, noone is going to separate us this time, from this moment on the past is behind us, let’s look to the future together
with our son”
“That’s all I ever wanted you, me and John Ross together forever,” she said
“Believe
me, when I say that is what I want to, I’ve left behind Dallas and Ewing Oil to be near you, even though I knew you
could reject me” he said
Sue Ellen held him closer and kissed him, she knew she had to trust him, to believe
what he said otherwise they couldn’t have a future. For a while both were silent, enjoying each other’s company,
neither one wanting to let go of the other.
“We should get up,” Sue Ellen said
“Spoilsport”
JR replied, “I wanted to stay here for the rest of the day”
Sue Ellen looked at him, a tempting thought
but she knew they had to get up.
“Just in case you’ve forgotten JR, we have a ten year old son to look
after, who has to go to school, and I’ve got to go to work,” she said
“How are we going to explain
why I ended up staying the night?” he asked
“I don’t know” Sue Ellen said, “I had it
all planned last night, but now I don’t know what to tell him.”
Sue Ellen got up and headed for the shower,
JR laid back and listened to the sound of the water flowing. He could get used to this, he felt as though he finally found
somewhere that he belonged, he just couldn’t understand why it had taken him so long to realise how much he and Sue
Ellen belonged together. Noone had ever loved him, as much as she had, and all he had done was hurt her, he was thankful that
she was so forgiving. Sue Ellen appeared from the shower and started to get dressed.
“Right!” she said
“Let me go and talk to our son and then you can come down in about ten minutes”
“What are you going
to tell him?” JR asked
“I’ll think of something,” she said and with that she kissed him on
the forehead and left the room.
John Ross was watching television when Sue Ellen got downstairs.
“Hi sweetheart”
she said, “How are you”
“Fine momma, but I’m hungry, can we have breakfast?”
“Sure”
she said, “let’s go into the kitchen”
Sue Ellen prepared them breakfast and then sat at the table.
“John
Ross, what would you think if your daddy came to live here with us?” she asked
“A real family?” John
Ross replied
“Yes” She said “A real family, no more fighting I promise”
“And we’re
not going back to Dallas” he said
“John Ross, your daddy and I had a long talk last night, we said things
that neither of us had ever said before, he want to be with us and if that means staying here, then he’ll stay here”
“But
what about Ewing Oil?” he asked
Your father wants to reclaim that one day for you, but he do that when we are
all ready to go back to Dallas, he says he loves us both, why don’t we give him a chance” Sue Ellen said
“And
he’ll never hurt you again” John Ross asked
Sue Ellen looked at her son, he was so protective of her, she
realised how the events that had happened in Dallas had affected him, and she didn’t want to put him through anything
like that again.
“No, sweetheart, he promised me he will
never do anything to lose us again” she said
John Ross walked over to her and hugged her “I want to be
a real family” He said
She held him tightly “So do I” she said, “so do I”
This
was a new beginning, just the three of them. She would do everything in her power to make things work this time, and heaven
help any woman who tried to take JR away from her.
“John Ross, it’s was really late when your daddy and
I finished talking last night, so he stayed over, shall we tell him that he can move in permanently” she said
John Ross looked at her, she saw him thinking things through, and he was
so like his father. “Okay” he said
JR appeared at the door and said “Is there any breakfast left
for me?”
John Ross ran to his father and hugged him “I love you and we want you to stay with us”
he said
JR was relieved he looked at Sue Ellen and she saw that he had tears in his eyes, she went to the two men she
loved most in the world and hugged them both, she felt as though her life was complete.
“I guess we should finish
breakfast, especially as you’ve got to go to school” JR said to John Ross
They sat back down at the breakfast
table and finished eating; John Ross then got up and went to get ready for school.
“That was relatively easy”
JR said “Do you really have to go to work today?” he asked “I wanted to spend some more time with you”
“I’m
sorry, I’ve got to go in, as John Ross is off school next week, so I’m taking a weeks’ holiday, which means
I’ve got to make sure that all my work is completed before I leave, but I’ll be home by three thirty after I’ve
picked John Ross up from school. In the meantime I’ll drop you off at the hotel and you can pack your suitcases, unless
you’ve changed your mind about staying here”
JR went over to her and kissed her “What do you think?”
he said, “Now that I’ve found you again, I’m never letting you go”
“Okay” she said
“I’ll pick you up from the hotel at lunchtime and we can come back here for something to eat”
At
half-past eight, they all got into the car and prepared for the day ahead.
After Sue Ellen had dropped John Ross at
school and JR back at the hotel, she made her way into the office. She had quite a bit to do before she finished for the day,
and didn’t really want to stay any longer than was necessary.
Michael McDervitt appeared at her door, he was
the last person she really wanted to see, but she was also aware of the fact that he was her boss.
“Hi Michael”
she said, “What can I do for you?”
“Nothing, I just wondered how you were”
“I’m
fine” she said “but I want to make sure I’ve got all my work up-to- date, before I go on holiday”
“I’m
just curious about JR,” he said
“What about him?” she asked
“How can you let him back
in your life after the way he has treated you in the past” he said
“That is none of your business,”
she said
“I’m not prying, I’m just curious,” he said
“I never have been able to
explain my feelings for JR, I don’t know, call it fate, maybe we’re just meant to be together, but no matter how
far we are from each other there’s something that always pulls us together again. I’ve never felt for anyone the
way I felt for him, that is why my marriage to Don never worked.”
Michael looked at her “Are you talking
soul mates”
Sue Ellen laughed she had never thought of JR as her soul mate, but maybe that was what he was “Could
be,” she said
Michael looked at her and said, “Well, he’s one lucky guy, I just hope he realises
that” He then left the office
At 12 o clock Sue Ellen went to pick JR up from the hotel, he was waiting for her
in his room. He smiled as she entered the room “Well I better not let my wife catch me in my hotel room with a beautiful
woman, she’ll get so mad” he said
Sue Ellen laughed, “You better believe it JR, however just in case
you’ve forgotten I’m not your wife!”
JR thought for a moment “Don’t remind me,”
he said, “You’re still married to that Lockwood guy, and not for much longer I hope”
“The divorce should be through in another couple of months
hopefully,” she said
They were silent for a while, neither really knowing what to say. JR wanted her back as
his wife, he wanted more children but he knew that she might not want that.
“After the divorce, what does that
mean for us” he said
“What do you mean?” she asked
“Sue Ellen, I want you back as my
wife, I want you to have the Ewing name again, but this time our marriage will be perfect, there’s so much I want us
to do together”
“Is that a proposal?” she asked
“I guess so,” he said “What
do you think?”
Sue Ellen thought for a minute, her mind went back to the last time she remarried JR, she had
so many hopes and dreams for their future together but JR has ripped them to pieces by his affairs, but then maybe this time
JR had really changed, he wasn’t asking her to go back to Dallas, he was putting her and John Ross before what he wanted.
She
looked him in the eye and said, “I would love to be your wife again, but this time we do things right, we make a proper
commitment to each other.”
JR kissed her “Of course” he said and he meant it.
“Let’s
go home JR, I’ve got to get back to work soon”
They drove back to the house and JR took his suitcases upstairs.
Sue Ellen went to make them some lunch.
“Where do you want me to put my cases, in the spare room or your room”
he called down to her
“Where do you think JR?” she asked
“Okay the spare room it is then,”
he said
After he finished unpacking he went back downstairs to find Sue Ellen. She was at the kitchen table.
“So
is the spare room to your liking?” she asked
“No, your room is much more comfortable” He said
“JR,
what do you propose to do, now that there is no Ewing Oil to run?” she asked him
“I don’t know, but
I’m going to have a look around, I can’t have my wife supporting me,” he said
She looked at him and
laughed
“What’s so funny?” he asked
“I haven’t been your wife in such a long time
JR, in fact Cally has more rights to that title than me” she said
“The funny thing is that in my heart,
you never stopped being my wife” he said
The continued eating in silence, Sue Ellen then started to clear away
the dishes and remarked that she had to go back to work.
“I have a much better idea of how we could spend the
rest of the day,” he said
“I bet you have,” she said “but that is going to have to wait, beside
I’ll be back at three thirty after I’ve picked up our son, then we have the whole of next week to spend together,
just the three of us” she said
“Have you any plans?” he asked
“No, just to spend it
with the two people I love most in this world” she replied “now I really must get back to work” she kissed
him then left.
JR was happy at the thought of spending the next week with the two people he loved without school or
work getting in the way.
The rest of the afternoon past slowly for Sue Ellen, she wanted to pick up her son from school
and get back to JR. These past few months with him in London had made her realise how much she had missed him. She knew that
she never wanted to be away from him again. Maybe they were soul mates, they belonged together, it was just a pity it had
taken so long for them to realise that.
Sue Ellen and John Ross arrived home at three thirty; JR was waiting for them
and suggested that as it was a lovely day they should go for a walk in the park. Sue Ellen and John Ross got changed and John
Ross decided he needed his football especially as he needed to teach his dad how to play English Football.
As JR and
John Ross kicked the ball around Sue Ellen sat on the bench watching them, there were lots of people walking around the park,
but it felt as though they were the only three there. She had never seen JR behave like this with his son, he had missed out
on so much of his son growing up. Now she believed he wanted to spend time with him, get to know him properly and be a real
father to him. She’d always known that he had loved his son but she also knew that JR had difficulty in expressing his
feelings, he had a lot to learn, but time was on his side.
At five o clock they went home and had something to eat.
John Ross had some homework to do, but didn’t mind doing it as he had both his parents to help him. Today had been great
for him, he loved playing football with his dad, and now his dad had decided that he loved his mom and wanted to be with them
both. Now he had the family he had always wanted, his parents had promised that they weren’t going to fight anymore.
He was happy and who knows maybe one day he would have the brother and sister he wanted.
Later on in the evening after
watching a couple of video’s together John Ross went to bed, after tucking their son in Sue Ellen and JR went back downstairs.
Both
curled up together on the sofa and the music centre played softly in the background.
“How did we manage to have
such a great son” JR asked
Sue Ellen laughed “I don’t know, we must have done something right”
“Did
you really mean it when you said you knew who his father was from the moment you saw him?” JR asked
Sue Ellen
looked him in the eye and said, “Never doubted it”
“Do you think he remembers his early months, we
both rejected him?” JR asked
“No, thank goodness, I desperately wanted to hold him when he cried but I
just couldn’t. Every time I looked at him, I saw you and all the hurt you had caused me, but that didn’t mean
I didn’t love him” she said
“All I saw was Cliff Barnes, knowing that you cheated on me with him,
the one person I hated most” JR said
“I know, but he was there when I needed someone but I never stopped
loving you, not really” Sue Ellen said
JR held her tightly and she cuddled into him. “You know what John
Ross wants most in this world don’t you?” he asked.
“His parents back together” Sue Ellen answered
“He
wants a brother and sister” JR said
Sue Ellen was quiet for a while “And that’s what you want too
JR, isn’t it, another child”
“Yes” he answered “but I remember you telling me ages ago
that we would never have another child”
“That was then” she said “At the time I couldn’t
face bringing another child into this world and subjecting it to what John Ross had to put up with from us”
“What
about now?” JR asked
“Now, I would love another child, but I let’s see what happens, I don’t
want to spoil our relationship by putting too much effort into trying for a baby, it didn’t work when we were trying
at the beginning of our first marriage, but when we stopped trying, we had John Ross” she said
“Is that
a yes then?” he asked
“Yes” She said “But this time I want things to be different, I want you
with me every step of the way”
“I want that too, more than anything, I will be there for you always, I
truly love you” he said
“I love you too JR and you better never forget it”
They remained on
the sofa, holding each other and enjoying each other’s company. Sue Ellen didn’t want this time to end, she finally
had the man she loved most in the world and this time she believed he meant it when he said he loved her and only her.
“JR,
I think it’s time for bed, John Ross will be up early in the morning and you’re taking him to football again”
she said
“Who says?” he asked
“He did, you going to upset your son and tell him you can’t,
beside I can catch up with Sarah and do some shopping,” she said
“You mean you can talk about me,”
he said
“Don’t flatter yourself JR,” she laughed “Are you coming to bed, or are you staying
down here all night”
JR got up and put his arm around Sue Ellen, they walked upstairs arm in arm. They were both
happy; all they needed was in that house. They had already wasted so much time, but they both knew that they would do everything
in their power to make their future and that of their son’s a happy one. Tomorrow was the beginning of a new life for
them the past was behind them. JR thought about how Sue Ellen’s love for him had survived all the pain he had caused
her and now he knew that there was no other person he wanted to spend his life with more than her. She was his soul mate.
Sue Ellen felt the same, at last they had realised what was important to them.
Saturday Morning and John Ross was up
early, he was excited that his mom and dad were back together and that they promised him they were going to be a real family
this time. He was feeling hungry but noone was up yet, so he went into the kitchen and decided he would get his own breakfast.
Sue
Ellen and JR were still in bed although they heard John Ross get up and go downstairs. Neither of them wanted to get up, both
were contented to stay where they were.
“What time is it?” JR asked
“It’s just after
8 o’clock” Sue Ellen said
“So why is our son up so early at the weekend” JR said
“That’s
children for you, they can wake up full of life at 6 o’clock in the morning and still not be tired at 10 o’clock
at night.”
JR looked at Sue Ellen, he still couldn’t believe that they were back together. He realised
that he was so lucky that she was able to forgive him for all the heartache he had caused her. He kissed her tenderly on the
cheek.
“What was that for?” she said
“Nothing” he said “I just love you so much,
I’m just happy that we’re together”
“So am I” she said “But this is your last chance,
if I ever find you cheating on me again you’ll lose me forever”
“That isn’t going to happen”
he said “I can’t risk losing you or John Ross for that matter.”
Sue Ellen made a move to get out
of bed, JR tried to pull her back, but she resisted.
“I’m heading for the shower then I’m going to
check on our son,” she said.
JR laid back thinking about the past and then thought about the future. His future
was here with his family. Southfork or Ewing Oil no longer mattered to him, but he realised that he still needed to find some
form of work, he couldn’t stay in the house all day while Sue Ellen went out to work, but what he would do he didn’t
know. He made an attempt to get out of bed and join Sue Ellen in the shower; he didn’t want to waste a single moment
of being with her. Sue Ellen heard the bathroom door open, JR placed his hands on her shoulders and she leant back against
him, he started to kiss her and she turned to face him.
“I love you,” he said
“I know, I love
you too,” she answered; she held him tighter and kissed him. She had to admit that she had never felt for anyone what
she felt for JR, she had missed him so much and now he had travelled half way across the world to be with her. For the first
time in ages she felt truly happy, she wanted this feeling to last. She pulled away from his embrace and looked at him.
“JR,
it’s time to check on our son, and I think it’s time you had a cold shower” she laughed as she switched
off the hot water leaving JR with only cold. She then walked out of the bathroom and heard JR muttering something about revenge.
Ten
minutes later she walked into the kitchen and found her son eating his breakfast. She kissed him on the forehead and started
to prepare her and JR’s breakfast.
“Have you had enough to eat?” she asked John Ross
“Yes
momma, is daddy still taking me to football?” he asked
“Of course he is,” she answered “And
I’m going shopping”
JR walked into the kitchen and sat down at the table.
“Hey John Ross,
what are you doing today” he asked
“You’re
taking me to football training this afternoon” he said
“Am I really, first I heard of that, I was going
shopping with your mom” He said
John Ross looked at his father, was he joking or did he really not
want to take him. Maybe his dad only really wanted to be with his mom and not with him. JR saw the hurt in his young son’s
eyes
“John Ross, I was joking, of course I’m going to take you” he said, he got up from his seat
and hugged his son. Sue Ellen watched them.
“John Ross, why don’t you take your dad to the park for a while
and show him how to play real football” she said
“Okay, I’ll just get the ball” He said and
got up from the table.
“I meant after you finished your breakfast,” she said.
They finished their
breakfast, and then John Ross went to find his football.
“JR be careful what you say to him, he’s still
vulnerable, it’s going to take time before he’ll trust you completely,” she said
“Sue Ellen
I was joking, I love that child, I want to do the things with him that my father never did with me and that includes taking
him to football” he said
“I know that” she said “all I’m saying I saw the look in his
eyes when you said you were going shopping, he was hurt”
“You don’t mind me taking him to the park
now?” he asked “No” she said “I want you to rebuild your relationship with him, I know you love him
but you have to prove that to him”
John Ross walked back into the kitchen with his football “Are you ready
then?” he asked
“Of course” JR answered, he kissed Sue Ellen on the cheek then walked towards his
son.
“See you later” they called as they walked out the door.
JR and John Ross kicked the ball around
the park for a while then they sat on the park bench and had a rest, John Ross looked at the hot dog van parked opposite them.
“Dad
can I have a hot dog please?” he asked
“You’ve just had your breakfast an hour ago, you can’t
be hungry yet,” JR said
“But I am, football is hungry work” John Ross replied
JR laughed,
“Not now John Ross maybe later on this afternoon we can go for a burger”
“Promise” his son
asked
“Okay, promise”
“Are we really going to stay here?” John Ross asked
“I
guess so” JR replied “Your momma doesn’t want to go back to Dallas and neither do you, so that means we’re
staying here”
“Do you want to go back?” John Ross asked
“No” JR said “Everything
I want is right here, there’s nothing left for me in Dallas”
“What about Ewing Oil” John Ross
asked
“I don’t own Ewing Oil anymore beside I made the mistake of putting the business before the people
I love and I lost you, I’m not going to do that again” JR said
“Momma never stopped loving you”
John Ross said
JR looked at his son, didn’t John Ross understand that he wanted to be there for him as well as
Sue Ellen, didn’t he know how much JR loved him.
“John Ross, I’m not here just for your momma, I
also want to be with you, you’re my son, I want to watch you grow up, I want to enjoy spending time with you, I love
you” he said
“I love you too daddy” John Ross said, and hugged his father. “But I still want
a hot dog!”
Sue Ellen took advantage of having the house to herself and started to look at some work that she
had brought home with her, when the telephone rang. She picked it up and was surprised to hear Miss Ellie on the other end.
Sue
Ellen, how are you? Miss Ellie said
“Fine” Sue Ellen answered, “How are you and where are you?
“I’m
fine, Clayton and I have just finished travelling around Europe and we thought we would come and visit you in London before
heading back to Dallas, is that okay with you?” Miss Ellie asked
“That will be fine, when will you arrive?”
Sue Ellen asked
“Not for a couple of weeks actually” Ellie replied “By the way how is John Ross”
“He’s
fine, he’s growing all the time, it’s been ages since you’ve seen him” Sue Ellen said
“I’ve
missed him” Ellie said “I wish you consider coming back to Dallas with us, Bobby told me that you and Don had
separated”
Sue Ellen was silent for a minute before answering, “Just at the moment I like being here and
John Ross had settled down at school, made new friends and he really doesn’t want to leave”
“Bobby
also told me that JR’s in London, is he causing trouble for you?” Ellie asked
Sue Ellen didn’t know
what to say, she didn’t want to tell Miss Ellie that her and JR were back together yet, she wanted JR to be with her
when that happened.
“No JR’s fine actually” she said
“I guess he’ll be heading
back to Dallas shortly anyway, I just hope he doesn’t snatch John Ross from you” Ellie said
“I don’t
think he will” Sue Ellen replied “Beside he’d have a fight on his hands if he tried to”
Sue
Ellen hated lying, she knew JR was not going back to Dallas, she knew he would never snatch John Ross from her, these last
few days that they had spent together had shown her how serious JR was about getting his family back. She wanted to tell Miss
Ellie how much she loved him but she couldn’t, not yet.
“I better let you go, say hello to John Ross and
I phone you when we get to London” Miss Ellie said
“Okay” Sue Ellen said “Take care and say
hello to Clayton for me, bye”
“Bye Sue Ellen” Miss Ellie said
Sue Ellen put the phone down
and looked out the window, she saw JR and John Ross walking back from the park and went to the door to greet them.
“Have
you two had fun then?” she asked
“Yes” John Ross said “But daddy wouldn’t buy me a hot
dog”
“Quite right too” Sue Ellen said “You don’t want a hot dog before you played football”
John Ross went upstairs and JR followed Sue Ellen into the living room.
“I just had your mother on the phone” she said
“Oh,
what did she want?” JR asked
“To see her grandson,” Sue Ellen replied “they’ve been travelling
around Europe and they’re coming to London before going back to Dallas”
“When?” JR asked
“Not
for another couple of weeks” Sue Ellen answered
“Does she know I’m here? JR asked
“She
knows you’re in London, but that’s all, she thinks you’re be going back to Dallas shortly and is a bit worried
that you might try to snatch John Ross” Sue Ellen said
“Nice to know my mother thinks so highly of me,”
JR said “You know that I’m never going back to Dallas without you and it’s important that John Ross has
two parents who love him and each other, tell me you believe that”
Sue Ellen put her arms around him and kissed
him “I trust you”
Really?” JR asked
“Absolutely” Sue Ellen said, “I think
it’s time to think about the future”
“I agree” JR replied, “So after your divorce comes
through will you marry me? “Yes” she said “And I’m going to say yes to more children, I don’t
want John Ross to be an only child”
JR’s eyes lit up, he was truly happy “I can’t wait”
He said
“You’re going to have too,” Sue Ellen
said “Just a little bit longer”
He took her in his arms and kissed her. Now his life was complete, he had
his son and his wife back and now perhaps there would be more children. He held Sue Ellen tighter and thought to himself that
he would never let her go again. Dallas and everything associated with it felt so far away and unimportant, everything that
was important was in this house, the two people who would never let him down, if only he had realised that years ago.
Sue Ellen pulled away from his embrace and looked at him “JR I love
you, I’ve always loved you, please let’s not make anymore mistakes”
“Okay” JR said softly
After
lunch John Ross and JR prepared to go to John Ross’s football game, Sue Ellen looked at them and said.
“Can
I come?”
“I thought you were going shopping momma” John Ross said
“I was” She
replied “but then I thought that I would sooner be with my two favourite men”
“You don’t mind
watching me play football,” John Ross asked
“No” Sue Ellen laughed
“Okay I think we
should let her come” JR said
Sue Ellen smiled and followed them out of the door, she held JR back for a moment
and said
“By the way, the next child we have is going to be a girl okay”
“I’ve got a
better idea” JR said
“What’s that?” she asked
“Twins” he replied “two
for the price of one”
“We’ll see” Sue Ellen laughed
They then got into the car, each
one of them looking forward to the afternoon and the time they would spend together.
After John Ross’ soccer
game, JR took him and Sue Ellen out for dinner, where John Ross finally got the hot dog he’d be waiting on since a few
days before.
“That good son?” JR asked the boy as he munched his way
through the mixture of sausage, tomato ketchup, onions and mustard.
“MMM” John Ross nodded.
Sue
Ellen laughed. John Ross’ appetite was just like his fathers – huge.
“I feel sorry for the girl that
gets to kiss you after that!” Sue Ellen said
“What girl?” John Ross grimaced “I’m not
kissing any girl!”
“Not even Amy from school?” Sue Ellen asked
“Oh?” JR said “You
got something going on there son?”
“NO, Momma just teases me about her. I’m never going to kiss her”
John Ross said
“Ever?” JR asked with a smile
“Ooo, no!” John Ross shook his head “No
thanks”
JR looked at Sue Ellen and said “It’s fun”
“Yeah, you two seem to enjoy
it!” John Ross said with a smile
Sue Ellen blushed as JR laughed and said “We do, we definitely do!”
That
evening as the three of them watched television, JR told Sue Ellen that he would like a beer.
“Can’t help
you there” she smiled “Never touch the stuff”
He leaned over to her and kissed her on the cheek “I’ll
go and get some – is there a store nearby?”, he asked.
”Just at the end of the street, take a right
and there’s one there” Sue Ellen told him
“Can I bring you back anything?” JR asked
“Just
you” she smiled, looking into his eyes.
He smiled at her, his heart skipping a beat at her words. He felt so
loved and wanted that he never wanted to let go of that feeling.
“I think I can manage that” he said, reaching
down and kissing her.
“You guys!” John Ross said
Breaking off from the kiss, they laughed. Sue Ellen
grabbed hold of John Ross, picking him up “Oh Amy! Amy!” she teased.
“MOM!” John Ross laughed.
JR
watched them both, realising how lucky he was and finally appreciating the fact too.
Stepping out into the cool London
night, he brought the collar of his jacket up around his neck. As much as he liked London now, it felt strange to him to have
to put up with this sort of weather. Still, he wasn’t complaining. He only had to look at Sue Ellen and he felt warm.
Turning
the corner where Sue Ellen had told him to go, he saw a figure, a man, approaching him. Moving out of the way on the narrow
street, JR attempted to let him past. The figure stopped in front of him and said,
“Hello JR”
JR
recognised the voice, but in the darkness of the street couldn’t quite work out who it was. Until the figure stepped
under the light of the shop door. Don Lockwood.
“Don Lockwood” JR said surprised. “Well, I never
thought I’d see you again”
“The feeling is mutual” Don replied “I especially never expected
you to be in this neck of the woods again – if you get my meaning”
“I get your meaning, but I’m
not sure what you’re doing following me around in the dark”, JR said.
“I would appreciate a moment
of your time” Don told JR
“Well I’m not sure I feel comfortable standing with my wife’s ex
husband in a dark alleyway” JR said, looking round him.
“I think you’ve got that backwards”
Don said with a smile
“Huh?” JR said
“YOUR wife’s EX husband?” Don laughed “That
refers to yourself. Sue Ellen is MY wife, and YOU are the ex husband in this scenario”
“Now wait a minute”
JR said “What are you getting at?”
“Like I said”, Don told him “I would appreciate a
little chat”
“OK when and where?” JR said, curiosity getting the better of him
“What’s
wrong with now?” Don asked
“Sue Ellen and John Ross are waiting for me” JR told him.
“I
see. That’s nice for you. Tomorrow afternoon – 12.30 at St Paul’s Cathedral”
JR wondered how
he was going to manage that without Sue Ellen questioning him, let alone how he would find St Paul’s Cathedral, but
he agreed and waited until Don was out of sight before slipping into the store for the beer he had gone for. Perplexed and
concerned he didn’t know what he was about to find out. Could it be that Don wanted Sue Ellen back? Was Don going to
tell him something about Sue Ellen that he didn’t know? He hated even thinking it, but what if it had all been a big
set up, like the movie she had made, and Sue Ellen wasn’t serious about him at all?
JR felt sick. No, he thought
to himself, Sue Ellen loved him, and he knew that. He had to believe it, otherwise he just couldn’t live.
“What
took you so long?” Sue Ellen said as JR came back in through the door.
“Just deciding what beer to have”
JR said, trying to sound convincing.
“Can I have some?” John Ross asked looking up at his father from his
place on the floor.
“John Ross!” Sue Ellen scolded.
“You can have one sip....just to show
you how disgusting it is!” JR said
”Then why do you drink it?” John Ross asked.
”Habit.
Bad habit” JR said.
JR went into the kitchen to find a bottle opener and Sue Ellen followed him. Creeping up
behind him, she put her arms around his waist, giving him a hug.
“Mmm...that feels so good” JR said,
“Are
you ok?” Sue Ellen asked.
JR should have known that Sue Ellen could read his every thought, but he didn’t
know whether to tell her about his meeting with Don now, or wait to see what he wanted the next day. If he didn’t tell
her now,what would he tell her tomorrow when he was leaving? Tomorrow was Sunday, she’d want to know where he was going.
After all the lies and deceit of the past, he knew that she was sensitive and liable to suspicion if she thought he wasn’t
being totally above board with her. He turned around.
“No” he said looking into her eyes.
“What is it?” she asked with concern.
He hesitated before saying
“I need to talk to you”
“What is JR?” she said, almost with panic. She hoped he wasn’t
about to drop one of his bombshells.
“Can we leave John Ross alone for a minute?” he asked.
Sue Ellen went to John Ross, explaining to him that they were just
going to have a talk and could he stay watching television for a while. Promising she wouldn’t be long, John Ross seemed
more than content to be left alone with his chips and an action movie.
Sue Ellen closed the kitchen door over and summoned
for JR to sit down. Noticing she was still standing, he took her hand and said “Don’t be so nervous. Come here”
and pulled her towards him. She sat on his lap and he held her tightly.
“The reason I took so long at the store...was
because I bumped into someone” JR said
”Who?” Sue Ellen said, expecting him to tell her of a business
acquaintance or even Miss Ellie and Clayton, by coincedence.
“Don Lockwood” JR said looking her in the
eyes.
“WHAT?” Sue Ellen exclaimed “Oh my god”
JR sensed an almost overwhelming feeling
of relief. Sue Ellen’s reaction told him what he needed to hear – that she didn’t want Don anymore.
“He
wants to meet me tomorrow – for a “little chat” “JR told her.
Sue Ellen stood up. “I
don’t think so”, she said, going for the phone.
JR stood up too. “What are you doing?” he asked
“I’m
calling him – why does he want to meet you? And what is he doing showing up so near to my house?” Sue Ellen said.
JR knew that reasoning with Sue Ellen at this present time was next to pointless. She had one fiery temperament and in his
vast experience, he knew that virtually the only way to stop her was to take the phone out of her hand.
Which he did.
After a minor struggle. Taking the phone from her, and hanging it back on the wall he put his arms around her, pulled her
close to him and said,
“I want to meet with him. I want to know what he has to say”
“There
is nothing he can’t say to you without me there too” Sue Ellen said
“No, I want to meet him alone”
JR told her “It’s best if you aren’t there. I want him to be able to say what he wants to say”
”I
don’t understand what he could want with you” Sue Ellen said, afraid.
“I think I’m about to
come in for a warning” JR told her
“What do you mean?” Sue Ellen asked
“I think he wants
you back...I mean it must be that” JR said, turning away from her and going to the nearby window.
“JR...”
Sue Ellen followed him “It’s over. I’m in love with you. Don knows that. That is why our marriage never
worked. I’ve only ever loved you and he knew it”
JR turned to face her. “Maybe this is my punishment”
he said “Maybe the happiness I’m feeling right now has come all too easily. Maybe this is a test.”
Sue
Ellen took JR’s face in her hands. He closed his eyes, then opened them, looking at her as she said,
“No...what’s
in the past is long over. We’ve both suffered enough. We’ve been apart for long enough. This is our time now,
and no one is going to take that away from us. No one is going to take you away from me”. She kissed him tenderly.
“I
love you so much” JR said, holding her “Please don’t leave me”
“I never will” she
promised “Whatever it is that he wants, we’ll get through it. Whatever it is, nothing is going to stop us being
together again”
“So you want me to meet him?” JR said
“No...but I know you will anyway”
she attempted a smile.
“If I have to fight for you, I will” JR told her
She kissed him again “You’ve
never really had to fight for me. You would always win anyway”
For a few minutes, JR lost himself in her arms.
But he couldn’t shake the horrible feeling that this might be the last time he’d share this closeness with her.
The
next day, JR rose early. He knew it would take him about 45 minutes to reach the Cathedral, and showing up late certainly
wasn’t his style.
Sue Ellen was sleeping as he dressed. She’d been awake for half of the night, tossing
and turning. She’d only settled when he held her still. Watching her from the side of the bed he was once again amazed
by her beauty. She had always been the woman he could have happily watched all day, regardless of what she was doing, she
had always been a source of fascination to him.
Deciding if he woke her she may once again become agitated, he decided
on a different approach. Taking a piece of paper from beside the landing telephone, he wrote her a note. It simply read “Don’t
worry. I love you”. He took a rose from the vase on the windowsill and put it beside the note. He bent down to kiss
her cheek, anticipating being with her again.
Being Sunday, the City was deserted. Apart from the pigeons in the street,
which JR disliked with a vengeance.
On the steps he saw Don. JR looked at his watch. He was right on time.
“Good
morning” Don said
JR said nothing. “Well, what is this all about?” he asked.
“You mean
you haven’t guessed?” Don queried.
“Well, I ‘m not going to play stupid Lockwood, I’m
assuming this has something to do with Sue Ellen, I’m just not sure what”
“Spot on. But then you
always were astute” Don said
“Can we just get on
with it please?” JR said.
”Certainly” Don said
Don began walking down the steps, but JR, not
walking in the shadow of any man, stood his ground.
“I’m not moving another step until you tell me what
you want” JR said
“Sue Ellen”
“Excuse me?” JR laughed
“Sue Ellen.
I want Sue Ellen back” Don said
“Well that’s not going to happen” JR said “Not without
one hell of a fight that is”
“Well then that’s just what you’ll get” Don told him “Because
I have no intentions of divorcing MY wife. So she can never really be yours”
After leaving Don, JR walked back to the house. He realised Don had
all the power, he had lost Sue Ellen she would never truly be his again. Why had he been so stupid? He should never of let
her go, but he had and now she was Don’s wife and he wasn’t gong to let go of her.
As he approached the
house, he felt sick, he couldn’t face Sue Ellen, not at this moment, so he went and sat in the park. The park was full
of people enjoying the warm weather, but JR felt totally alone, this was an even worse feeling than when he lost Ewing Oil,
where did he go from here?
Meanwhile inside the house Sue Ellen began to worry. JR had been gone ages, what had happened.
John Ross had gone to visit a friend and she was alone in the house, she felt unsettled, something was wrong. She decided
to go out, as she walked towards the park, she saw JR sitting on a bench. She quietly went up to him and sat down. Neither
of them spoke for a while, when Sue Ellen decided she couldn’t bear the silence anymore.
“JR, what’s
wrong?” she asked
He looked up at her and she saw tears in his eyes “I’ve lost you, Don told me he
wants you back and that he will never give you a divorce”
“JR, you will never lose me, I love you”
Sue Ellen said
“Sue Ellen, I should never of let you go in the first place, I’ve made so many mistakes
where you’re concern. If I hadn’t...cheated on you, or hurt you we would still be married, but we’re not,
you’re married to Don” JR replied
“That’s in the past, you, John Ross and I are the future,
Don doesn’t even count” Sue Ellen said
“You’re still married to him!” JR said
“But
I’m in love with you, nothing is going to change that” She said
She got up from the bench
“Where
are you going?” JR asked
“I’m going to phone Don and arrange to meet him,” She said
“It
wont do any good, he’s won!” JR said
“JR, you said you would fight for me, that you wouldn’t
let anything stop us being together, what’s change?”
JR looked at her, her eyes were so full of love and
concern. He may have given up the fight for Ewing Oil, but he wouldn’t lose her. If there was one thing he would put
up a fight for it was her. He stood up and held her close to him.
“I’m never going to lose you again, you’re
right I will move heaven and earth to get you back, you’re the love of my life and noone is going to stop me from making
you my wife again” JR said.
Sue Ellen kissed him “Then let’s go and make that phone call”
He
took hold of her hand and they walked back to the house. Sue Ellen phoned Don while JR went into the kitchen and made a drink.
JR then took two mugs of coffee into the living room and sat down. After Sue Ellen hung up she looked at JR and said.
“He’s
going to meet me in the park in an hour”
“What are you going to say to him?” JR asked
“I’m
not sure at the moment, but I want a divorce and he’s not going to stop me getting one” she said
JR reached
out his arms for her and she went and cuddled up to him.
“How long is John Ross going to be out for?” JR
asked
“He said he would be back at lunchtime, why?” she asked
“Because I want you all to myself
for a while, we’ve got an hour before Don turns up at the park” JR said
Sue Ellen smiled and kissed him,
she felt warm and safe in his arms and knew that there was nowhere else she wanted to be.
“JR I love you so much,
I’m never going to leave you,” she said
“I know” he replied
They lay cuddled up together
on the sofa, both enjoying the closeness. Silence filled the room as neither one needed to speak; they had become so close
these past few weeks that they knew what the other was thinking. JR felt happy and contented, he was so lucky, he realised
that no other woman he had been involved with loved him more than Sue Ellen, he thought back to the time when they first met,
she had been so shy and yet she always made him feel so special, he could talk to her about anything. She once told him that
she always wanted to be there for him, and she had meant it, whenever he felt down, the one person he had wanted was her and
most of the time she was there with arms outstretched waiting for him except for the times that he pushed her too far. Sue
Ellen looked at him.
“What are you thinking?” she asked
“Just how lucky I am, I was just thinking
about when we first met, do you remember all the times we spent exploring Southfork, it felt as though we were the only two
people in the world” JR said “I felt so at ease with you, I could talk to you about anything”
“I
know, the times we were apart I just wanted to be back with you, back in the tree house, where noone could disturb us”
She said “You made me feel so happy, I wish things had always stayed like that”
“So do I, then we
wouldn’t be in the mess we are now” JR said.
Sue Ellen looked at the clock; it was time for her to go although
she didn’t want to. She kissed JR and got up off the sofa. JR reached for her hand to pull her back.
“JR,
I’ve got to go” she said “But remember I love you and only you”
JR stayed where he was, listening
for the sound of the front door closing as Sue Ellen walked out.
Sue Ellen crossed the road and walked into the park,
where Don was waiting for her.
“Sue Ellen, how nice to see you” He said
“I wish I could say
the same, but unfortunately I can’t” Sue Ellen replied
“We need to talk” Don said
“What
about, It’s over” Sue Ellen said, “I want a divorce and nothing you say will change that”
Don
looked at her, he knew deep down that their marriage was over, but the last person he wanted to see her with was JR, but then
again, she had never truly got over JR in the first place.
“I thought we could give our relationship one more
go,” He said
“Don, you walked out of my life seven months ago, now suddenly you found out that JR’s
back and you want us to give our relationship another chance, why?” she asked
“Maybe I just don’t
want to see you make another mistake by falling for JR’s lies again, he’s hurt you so often, why let him back
into your life now” Don said
“Because I love him, I always have and I always will, he also happens to be
the father of my child” Sue Ellen replied
“You never did love me, did you Sue Ellen!” Don said
“I
thought I did, but not in the way I love JR” Sue Ellen said “Whether you give me a divorce or not, I’m staying
with him, we belong together, nothing is going to separate us this time”
“You’re crazy!” Don
replied “JR can’t be faithful to you for more than ten minutes, he’ll hurt you again and again if you stay
with him”
“Don, I don’t love you, I love him and nothing you say will change that,” She said
“Please let’s just end this farce of a marriage and move on”
Don looked into her eyes, he knew she
didn’t love him, but he never truly realised the depth of her love for JR. He wished she could love him the same way.
“Sue
Ellen, I love you,” He said
“I don’t feel the same and do you really want to stay married to someone
who loves someone else?” she asked, “If you love me, you’ll let me go”
“I don’t
want to see you make the biggest mistake of your life by going back to him” Don said
“JR and I made the
biggest mistake of our lives when we let each other go, now we want a chance to put things right, please Don just let me have
the divorce”
Don knew that it was pointless trying to convince her that JR was not the right man for her, he
also knew if he didn’t give her the divorce that she would hate him forever. He stood in silence for a while thinking
about his next move.
“Okay” Don said, “There’s no point being married to someone who doesn’t
love you”
“Don, I did love you once” Sue Ellen said “But.....
“I know” He
said “Not in the way you love JR”
“Yes” she replied
“Sue Ellen, if I ever hear
that he’s hurt you again, I will make his life hell, believe me” Don said
“It won’t happen”
Sue Ellen replied
Don walked over to her and kissed her on the cheek.
“I guess this really is goodbye,
just take care of yourself,” he said
“You too” she replied, as he turned to walk away “And
Don, thank you”
Sue Ellen watched him walk away, she hated the way she
had hurt him, but she couldn’t help her feelings. This time JR had better mean what he said. If she ever found out that
he had been cheating on her again, he would never see her or John Ross for the rest of his life. She walked back into the
house JR was waiting for her.
“Well, what did he say” JR asked
“He doesn’t
want me to make the biggest mistake of my life by marrying you” she said
“So he wont give you a divorce”
JR said
“Not at first, but then I convinced him that it was the right thing to do” she said
“You
mean, he said yes!”
“Yes, but he promised that if you ever hurt me again, he will make your life hell”
She said
“Sue Ellen, that’s not going to happen” JR said, he stretched out his arms and said, “Come
here”
Sue Ellen fell into his embrace, she felt so happy and so in love.
“I love you” JR said
“I
love you too, we can’t change the past but we can look towards the future and make it right, with John Ross and how
ever many more children we decide to have” she said
They went back into the living room; John Ross would be back
soon but for the moment they were content to lay on the sofa together.
“JR, I’ve been thinking” Sue
Ellen said
“What about?” he asked
“Southfork”
“Why?” he asked
“It’s
just that it’s where you belong, it has the rest of the family there and it’s a great place to bring up kids”
she said
“But you and John Ross want to stay here” JR said
“I know, going back to Dallas scares
me, it’s so full of pain and I would be so scared of you going back to your old ways, but on the other hand, Southfork
is home, It always felt like that from the moment I first saw it and I miss it” she said “Okay, listen to me,
whether we live in London or Southfork, I am not going to cheat on you ever, I love you so much, I can’t afford to lose
you. I would love to have our children brought up at Southfork, but that is up to you and our son” he said
“John
Ross wants to stay here, and I don’t know that we will ever convince him to move” Sue Ellen said
“Then
let’s stay here for now, we can go back to Southfork for holidays” JR said beside from what I hear, Southfork
is a pretty lonely place these days”
“Pretty quiet without you there!” Sue Ellen laughed
“Thankyou!”
JR said, “Do you think I should go back and liven things up there”
“What and leave me alone”
Sue Ellen said “No way!”
JR took her face in his hands and kissed her passionately, he felt confident about
the future and was so pleased that Sue Ellen seemed to be warming to the idea of having more children.
“However
I’ve been thinking about if I ever go back and reclaim Ewing Oil” JR said “I want you to come in with me
as my partner”
“You’re joking” She said, “I know nothing about the oil business”
“Yes
but you can learn, I’m a really good teacher” JR said
“Okay, one day, but just at this precise moment,
I’m more interested in getting to know you again, John Ross will be back soon, so let’s not waste anymore time
talking about Southfork and Ewing Oil.” Sue Ellen said
“What should we talk about then?” JR asked
Sue
Ellen kissed him, “nothing” she said, and she took him by the hand and led him upstairs.
JR thought he
had come so close to losing her today, but now she was his, she truly loved him and he truly loved her. He couldn’t
wait to marry her and he would prove to her and everyone else just how much he loved her.
Later that day, Sue Ellen
was in the kitchen preparing a meal, when JR came up behind her and put his arms around her.
“Hi, how are you
now?” she asked
“Fine” he said, “Did I hear John Ross come in?”
“Yes, he’s
in the living room” Sue Ellen answered
“Funny, I thought you said he was coming back after tea” JR
said
“He was, but he decided to come home early” Sue Ellen said
Both were silent for a while, JR
held Sue Ellen tighter.
“How are we going to spend this week?” he asked
“I don’t really
know, but as long as we’re together I honestly don’t care” Sue Ellen answered
“What about a
romantic week in Paris” JR joked
“What with a ten year old boy” Sue Ellen laughed “Very romantic!”
“Yeah,
I guess you’re right, John Ross wouldn’t approve!” JR said
“Funny, how in five years time,
he will probably changed his point of view about the idea of kissing a girl” Sue Ellen said
“He’ll
probably be kissing every girl who will let him,” JR said
Sue Ellen went quiet, thinking about what JR had just
said. As much as she loved him, she didn’t want her son growing up to be like him. JR sensed the mood change.
“Hey,
I was just joking!” he said
“I know, it’s just.... oh I don’t know” she said
“You
don’t want John Ross growing up like me,” JR said
“No, I don’t want him to hurt any woman the
way you hurt me, I’m sorry JR” she said
“It’s okay, I know it’s going to take time for
you to forgive and forget the way I’ve treated you, but we’ve made a start. These past few days with you and John
Ross have been great, I’ve never felt happier” JR said “From this moment on John Ross has got two parents
who love him and each other and we will teach him right from wrong, I promise you he will never hurt anyone in the way I hurt
you”
Sue Ellen turned and kissed him. She was amazed at how comfortable she felt with him now, how easy it was
for her to forgive him. It had only been a couple of months since he arrived in London and now he was living with her. She
was pleased that they were staying on London for the time being, Dallas held too many painful memories for her and although
she missed Southfork, she wanted time alone with him and their son.
“I was thinking why don’t we invited
Miss Ellie and Clayton to stay for Christmas, we could also ask Bobby and Christopher” Sue Ellen said
“Christmas
that must be about five months away, you might have thrown me out by then!” JR laughed “Actually its four months
away, and I’ll only throw you out if you go back to you old ways,” She said
“Guess I’ll be
staying here a while then” He replied
“You haven’t answered me, do we invite the family for Christmas?”
Sue Ellen asked
“If you want to, but wouldn’t you want it to be just the three of us?” He asked
“Yes,
but I just think it would be nice to have the family here as well, John Ross hasn’t seen Christopher in a while”
she answered
“Okay, if that’s what you really want” JR said
“Yes” she said
JR
looked at her, this would be the first Christmas he had really spent with her. At Southfork there had always been other women
or Ewing Oil to take up his time, now things were so different Ewing Oil was gone and Sue Ellen was the only woman in his
life, the only woman he wanted. He still needed to find himself some kind of employment, but he didn’t know what, especially
if they were going to have more children.
“I’m going to see my son, I’ll talk to you later”
he said, kissing her on the cheek.
JR walked into the living room, John Ross was sat in front of the television watching
an action movie.
“Hi John Ross, where have you been all day” JR said
“Having fun,” John
Ross answered
JR sat next to his son and pulled him closer to him.
“Dad, I’m not a baby anymore” the boy said
JR tickled him “You still are to me, I don’t
want you to grow up too quick”
John Ross laughed, “If you and momma have another baby will you still love
me” he asked
“John Ross Ewing, how could you even ask that, of course we will. You’ve always been
special to us, we waited so long for you” JR answered
“You love momma now but when I was born, you didn’t
love her” John Ross said
“No, John Ross that’s not true, I’ve always loved your momma, it’s
just that I didn’t realise how much until now. No baby is ever going to change how we feel about you” JR said
and hugged his son closer to him.
“I want a brother or sister” John Ross said
“I know, but
you’re going to have to be patient, these things take time” JR said
“What do you want to do next
week” JR asked
“I don’t know, spend some time with you and momma” John Ross answered, “I
want us to be a real family”
“We are a real family and nothing is gong to change that”
JR replied JR stayed sitting close to his son watching the film. He remembered the first time he had held his son, the relief
he felt when he found out that the child was his. He didn’t want to think about what would have happen if John Ross
had of been Cliff Barnes’ son he would of lost Sue Ellen for good. He kissed John Ross on the forehead
“What
was that for” his son asked
“I love you” JR replied
“I love you too daddy, I don’t
ever want you to leave me again” John Ross said
“I’m not going anywhere” JR replied
Sue
Ellen walked into the living room and told them that tea was ready; she looked at the pair of them cuddled up on the sofa
and smiled.
“Are you two hungry?” she asked
“Yes” they both said in unison
“Okay,
then let’s eat” Sue Ellen said
While they were seated at the table JR asked John Ross if he wanted to spend
Christmas with Christopher.
“What at Southfork?” he asked, “You promised me that we were never going
back there”
“No” Sue Ellen said “We thought that we would ask Uncle Bobby, Christopher, Grandma
and Clayton to come and have Christmas here with us, what do you think”
“Yeah, that would be okay”
John Ross said
“Okay that settles it, we will have the whole family here then!” Sue Ellen said
They
continued eating their meal, John Ross told them of his day and what he had been up to. Sue Ellen thought how happy John Ross
seemed now that they were all together again, but she also realised that they wouldn’t be going back to Southfork any
time soon. John Ross clearly thought that they could only be happy living away from Southfork, but then all he had ever seen
from a very early age was his parents tearing each other apart. Things were gong to be so different this time, she looked
at JR, she felt he had changed, earlier today she had seen the hurt in his eyes when he had thought he had lost her, although
JR could never truly lose her, she loved him too much.
When they finished eating Sue Ellen began to clear away the
dishes, JR offered to help her wash up.
“The great JR Ewing helping to do the dishes, whatever next! She laughed
“Ha,
ha” JR said, “I told you I’m a changed man, I’ve given up all my bad habits”
John Ross
asked if he could go and finish watching the video, but walked out of the kitchen before either Sue Ellen or JR could answer.
“Sue
Ellen, why don’t you get a live-in housekeeper?” JR asked
“Mainly because I want to look after my
family myself, Kate comes in to help me, but after living at Southfork all those years and being waited on, it’s just
nice to have the opportunity to do things myself.” She replied
“Does that mean I have to help you?”
He asked
“Yes” She laughed “And just in case you don’t know what this is, it’s a tea
towel and you use it to dry the dishes”
JR stated to dry the dishes “John Ross hates Southfork doesn’t
he” JR said
“It’s not Southfork, he just remembers that when we all lived there, his parents hated
each other” Sue Ellen replied
“We did not!” JR said “Well not all the time, we had some good
times too”
“Yes, but John Ross remembers the bad times more than the good” She said
“Well
we’ll have to make sure there are no more bad times” JR said
Well darlin’ that is up to you”
she said
“I want my son to grow up happy and know that his parents love each other no matter where they are”
JR said
“It’s a shame it’s taken you so long to come to that decision” Sue Ellen said “We’ve
have wasted so much time”
JR kissed her “Not anymore
though”
After clearing away all the dishes they joined John Ross in the living room, Sue Ellen switched the television
off”
”Hey momma, I was watching that” He said
“I
know but you spend too much time in front of that box, you’re going to get square eyes.” She replied
“So
what do you think we should do” JR asked
“Yes Mom, what are we going to do” John Ross joined in.
“I
thought we would go for a walk around London, it’s still light” She replied
John Ross and JR looked at
each other “She wants to go out for a walk this time of night” John Ross said
“I think we better
do what she says son or we’re both be in trouble” JR said
They put their coats on and stepped out into
the night.
“Why is London so cold?” JR asked
“You’ll get use to it” Sue Ellen
said “Beside you’ve got John Ross and me to warm you up”
“Can we walk through the park and
get an ice cream?” John Ross asked
Sue Ellen laughed, “John Ross Ewing, do you ever think about anything
but food!” John Ross looked at her “No!” he said
“You’ve just eaten, I’m sure you
don’t need an ice cream yet” JR said
“Oh well, it was worth a try” John Ross remarked
JR
and Sue Ellen laughed. John Ross could wrap them round his finger, but they didn’t want him ending up spoilt.
“Let’s
go through the park anyway,” JR said “But no ice cream”
“So John Ross, what do you want to
do while you’re on holiday” JR asked
“I haven’t really thought about it” John Ross answered
They
kept walking, JR was looking forward to the prospect of spending the whole week with Sue Ellen and John Ross, he had missed
both of them and was just glad to have them back. He decided London wasn’t such a bad place to live anyhow he would
have to get use to it. His thoughts turned to the family, what would they say about him getting back with Sue Ellen, they
probably wouldn’t approve especially with his track record.
When they got back to the house, John Ross had a
bedtime drink and then got ready for bed.
“Momma can I read in bed” He asked
“For half an
hour, no more okay” Sue Ellen replied
“Okay” and he kissed his mom and dad goodnight.
Sue
Ellen and JR settled onto the sofa in the living room.
“He’s just growing up so fast, he no longer needs
us to read him bedtime stories” JR said
“I know I miss that actually. Sometimes he let me read him a story
and then other days he decides he wants to be independent,” Sue Ellen said
“I’ve missed out on so
much with him,” JR said
“It’s never too late, you can put things right” Sue Ellen answered.
“I
was thinking earlier, how do you think the family will react to us getting married again?” JR asked
I don’t
know” Sue Ellen said “The problem is they’ve heard it all before, we were forever splitting up and getting
back together.”
“This time is different though”
JR said “I’m planning on making this marriage last forever”
“You’ll just have to prove
that to them then won’t you” Sue Ellen replied.
“Let’s make this week special” JR said
“Our first week of being a real family, a new start for all of us”
“You wont get any argument from
me” Sue Ellen said “I just hope you’re not fed up with us by the end of it”
JR kissed her “What
do you mean, fed up with the two people I love most in the world, Never” He said “I just hope that Don keeps his
word and this divorce goes through soon”
Sue Ellen snuggled into him. She wanted to remarry him again and have
more children. She just hoped that this time he kept his word. She realised that she needed to put all her doubts behind her
and start trusting him.
“What are you thinking” JR asked
“Nothing!” Sue Ellen answered,
“I just want this feeling of happiness to last forever”
“It will” JR said “I promise,
don’t worry you are the only woman I want from this moment on, I’m never going to lose you again”
They
stayed snuggled up on the sofa together, neither one wanting to move, both looking forward to the future and putting the past
behind them.
The next morning JR received a call on his cell phone.
“JR
Ewing here”
“JR? It’s Mamma” came the voice on the other end.
JR smiled with delight
“Mamma! Where are you?”
“I’m in London. Clayton and I are on a trip. Didn’t Sue Ellen
tell you?” Miss Ellie asked.
“Eh...yeah, yeah she did actually...eh, the last time I spoke to her....”
JR didn’t want to give too much away. He couldn’t tell Miss Ellie about he and Sue Ellen over the phone.
“I’d
love to see you JR, and Sue Ellen and John Ross of course” Miss Ellie went on.
“Oh absolutely Mamma, they’d
love to see you too. Where are you staying?” JR asked, hoping he wasn’t giving the game away.
“The
Ritz Hotel” Miss Ellie said
“Well, I assume...” he said, trying to sound convincing “that will
be fine...I mean I can get in touch with Sue Ellen and let her know”
“That’ll be just fine JR. Call
me when you’ve spoken to her” Miss Ellie said
“I will Mamma. Good to speak to you. See you later”
JR pushed the “End Call” button and took a deep breath.
“Who was that?” Sue Ellen asked, coming
out of the shower wrapped in a white cotton towel.
JR looked at her and smiled. Her hair was wet and with no makeup
yet on, he was reminded of the natural beauty that she was.
“Mamma” he told her “I feel like a naughty
school boy” JR laughed.
”Why?” Sue Ellen smiled
“She was asking about you, and if I
could get in touch with you. Little did she know I could see you standing naked in the shower....” JR winked at her
and giggled. He pulled her towards him. Not yet up and ready himself, he figured, why bother moving.
“JR...”
Sue Ellen tried to struggle away but he was too strong. Putting his finger in the joining of the towel, he gave a slight tug
and the towel dropped to the floor.
“Now don’t tell me you didn’t plan for that to happen”
JR teased “Look how easy that was”
“You calling me easy Ewing?” she smiled
“Oh
no...” JR said “Difficult” he smiled, pulling her into a kiss “Tremendously difficult”
They
fell into a passionate kiss. “Hope your Mamma doesn’t arrive now” Sue Ellen said.
JR laughed, and
as they made love, he wished that his life would just be like this from now on.
Later on that day, a very excited John
Ross Ewing ran up the steps to the Ritz Hotel. He hadn’t seen Miss Ellie and Clayton in a long time, and he was full
of anticipation.
So as not to be suspicious, JR and Sue Ellen had arranged to arrive at the hotel at different times.
Sue Ellen told John Ross to go to the reception desk and wait for her whilst she answered her mobile phone.
“What
do you want?” she said fiestily to JR’s call.
“Some more of you please” he said “Isn’t
this hotel lovely? Wonder what the beds are like?”
She smiled “Where
are you?” She looked around her. She knew he was watching her, but couldn’t see him anywhere.
“I’m on my way. Be around 10 minutes” he said,
“I love you” and hung up. Sue Ellen was in a daze for a second then went over to John Ross.
“Grandma
and Clayton are on their way down” he said,
“Well...aren’t you a smart guy?” Sue Ellen stroked
his face. “You asked for their room and everything?”
“Sure Mamma” John Ross said. “I
remember Daddy saying that if you couldn’t get the information you wanted, just slip them a $20”
“John
Ross!” Sue Ellen exclaimed, shocked. She couldn’t help but laugh. At least he wasn’t serious, but she did
wonder how much of JR had rubbed off on his son.
“Sue Ellen!”
Sue Ellen turned around immediately
to the sound of a very familiar voice. “Miss Ellie!” she said with excitement and rushed to embrace her former
mother-in-law. John Ross beat her to it, jumping into Clayton’s arms. “Hello my darling” Miss Ellie said
with delight.
“You look so beautiful Sue Ellen” Miss Ellie said, holding Sue Ellen’s hand.
“Thank
you Miss Ellie, so do you”, Sue Ellen smiled
“Where’s my girl?” Clayton teased
“Clayton”
Sue Ellen hugged him tightly. “Oh how wonderful to see you both.”
”Sue Ellen, where’s JR?”
Miss Ellie asked.
“Oh, he’s on his way. You know JR, always busy with something!” Sue Ellen said.
“There
he is!” John Ross exclaimed and ran to the doors to greet his father.
JR picked him up. Waving from the door
at his family, JR whispered in John Ross’ ear “Now remember son, it’s still a secret about your Momma and
me, we have to pick the right time to tell Grandma” JR said.
“It’ll be our secret Daddy” John
Ross promised.
JR set him down, and still holding his hand approached the small group who were waiting for him.
“JR!”
Miss Ellie said, clearly delighted to see her eldest child.
“Mamma, it’s so good to see you” JR said,
embracing her.
“JR” Clayton attempted a smile. JR extended his hand and gave Clayton a firm shake.
“Nice
to see you Clayton. You look well”, JR was sincerely making an effort with Clayton. He knew how he had felt towards
him in the past.
“And you JR” Clayton said.
JR then turned to Sue Ellen and smiled. “Hi”
he said
“Hi” she replied. Both of them looked at each other with such an intensity that they almost gave
it away.
“Well” said Miss Ellie “We’d like to take you all out for lunch, how does that sound?”
“Great
Grandma!” John Ross said “Can we go to MacDonalds?”
Sue Ellen and JR laughed. “No we cannot
young man” Sue Ellen said “No more junk food for at least a year!”
“MOM!” John Ross exclaimed.
“Has
your daddy been spoiling you?” Miss Ellie asked.
John Ross nodded.
They decided on lunch at The Ivy and
as they left the hotel lobby, with Miss Ellie and Clayton linking arms, John Ross gave his parents a cheeky grin as they tried
desperately not to touch each other.
After enjoying a spectacular meal, Clayton, after some dispute from JR, settled
the bill. They all thanked him and discussed what their plans would be for the rest of the time that Miss Ellie and Clayton
were in the country.
As Sue Ellen spoke to Clayton, JR leaned to his mother and said “Momma, I need to talk to
you..in private some time”
Miss Ellie looked concerned and said “What is it JR? Is everything ok?”
“Yes,
Momma everything’s fine, but I’d appreciate if you and I could maybe..you know, play hooky someplace”
JR
managed to talk Sue Ellen into taking Clayton for a walk around some of the sights whilst he and Miss Ellie separated from
them and took and quiet stroll through the West End. Stopping in Leicester Square, JR found a bench for them to rest on.
He
looked at Miss Ellie, she looked into his eyes. “You look happy JR”, Miss Ellie said.
“I am happy
Momma” JR replied with a smile.
“All that tension and bitterness seems to have left you”, she said.
“It’s
gone. Long gone” JR continued.
“She looks happy too” Miss Ellie said
“Who?” JR
said, as if he didn’t know, but pretending his mother was referring to a woman that had just walked by.
“You
know who!” Miss Ellie laughed “Sue Ellen”
“Oh...HER” JR laughed.
Nudging him playfully,his
mother asked “So how long has it been going on?”
“Huh?” JR asked, puzzled.
“Oh
come on JR!” Miss Ellie laughed, “I didn’t come down in the last rain shower! I’m your mother –
I can read you like a book. Do you seriously expect me to think that you and Sue Ellen could be in the same town – practically
alone – and not be together? Besides...the way you looked at each other today...I knew”
“Knew what?”
JR smiled.
Miss Ellie hit her son on the arm, before cuddling him. “You and Sue Ellen – it’ll never
really be over, we all know that”
JR took his mother’s hand, wanting her to know how serious he was.
“I
love her so much Mamma”, JR said “I always have...but with all the fighting and obsessing over Ewing Oil, I never
realised how much. She means everything to me...she’s all I want”
Miss Ellie smiled “Sue Ellen is
a wonderful woman. I would be so happy to have her as a daugher in law again but....”
“But what?”
JR asked
“She’s married to someone else now isn’t she?”
“The divorce is coming
through. And as soon as that’s done Mamma, we’re getting married...for keeps this time”
Miss Ellie
looked deep into JR’s eyes. Her eldest son had been full of devilment from the moment he was born. But now, she saw
a difference in JR’s eyes. The clouds of the past had lifted, the sadness he had always carried caused by the pain at
not being Jock’s number one boy; it had all gone. All she saw now was love. Love for Sue Ellen and hope, hope for the
future.
She kissed him on the cheek and said “All I ever wanted was for you to be happy. Sue Ellen loves you
JR...don’t let her down again”
“I never will Mamma... on Daddy’s grave, I never will”.
The
next day, JR and Sue Ellen left John Ross with Miss Ellie and Clayton and spent the day together. As day turned to night,
JR said,
“Do you know what I want to do?”
“I can guess” Sue Ellen said, smiling at him
cheekily.
He laughed “Well, yes” he said, kissing her on the cheek as they strolled along the Thames, “At
some point! But I want to go up there”.
JR pointed at the London Eye
“JR, I don’t like heights,
you know that”, Sue Ellen said
“What if” he said, turning her to face him “I hold on to you
really tightly”
She looked up at it. Sue Ellen had an adventurous spirit, and, pleased that this new JR had found
his, decided to give it a go.
“OK” she said nervously “But you don’t let go of me”
“Oh
I won’t” he smiled kissing her “Who knows what we could get away with up there!”
She hit him
playfully. Hand in hand they began the walk towards the building where the tickets were sold. It wasn’t too busy. JR
said that he would go and get the tickets, whilst Sue Ellen went to the bathroom.
A few minutes later, JR returned
with the tickets and they joined the queue. He stood behind her, just as he said he would, hugging her tightly around her
waist, occasionally kissing her ear.
When the time came for
them to board the Eye, JR stepped forward to the ticket collector and handed him a book of tickets.
“And where
is the rest of your party sir?” the young man asked, looking behind Sue Ellen, who herself looked confused.
“Oh
it’s just myself and the lady” JR told him
“But you have 20 tickets sir”
“That’s right” JR said “I bought the ball
out, it’s just us if you please”
The young man smiled “Absolutely sir” and showed Sue Ellen
and JR into the carriage. As the door shut behind them, Sue Ellen smiled at JR and said “You are, without a doubt, the
most unpredictable, romantic man I have ever known” and kissed him.
“I wanted you all to myself”
he said, leading her to the centre of the carriage. He felt her body tensing as the Eye started to move, and their carriage
climbed higher. He placed his hands on her shoulders saying, “Relax, it’s ok. You’re safe”.
Sue
Ellen took a deep breath and walked over to the North window. JR stood tightly behind her.
”So” he said
“You tell me what everything is”
Sue Ellen pointed out some of the most prominent buildings and before
she knew it, the Eye had climbed right to the top and was stationary.
“Why have we stopped?” Sue Ellen
looked at JR.
JR didn’t speak. Instead he put his hand in his jacket pocket and pulled out a box. Sue Ellen looked
at it and felt her heart skip several beats.
“This time” he said “There’s no Miss Texas crown,
no outside influences, no one else in either of our lives. It’s just you and me” he said, and stretched out his
arms to reflect where they were “On top of the world”
Sue Ellen smiled, tears in her beautiful eyes.
He
went on “No other reason to do this except that I love you” He stepped closer to her “I love you Sue Ellen,
so much it hurts”
The tear which had been on the brink of her eyelid, finally dropped.
He came closer
again. Looking into her eyes, touching her face with his hand he wiped the tear away and said “I want to do the things
we never did, I want to have the children that we never had, I want to be with you, grow old with you, love you...for the
rest of my life”
Sue Ellen looked out at the night sky over London, lit up, every historic building so clearly
defined. She thought her heart was going to melt.
Clasping his face in her hands she kissed him. “There’s
never been anybody but you” she whispered.
JR felt tears in his own eyes and, opening the box to reveal the most
spectacular white gold band with magnificent pink stone, he said “Will you marry me..for keeps this time?”
Sue
Ellen admired the beautiful ring, and hardly believing what was happening, she wept “Yes” then louder, so that
other people in the Eye looked up “YES!!!” she exclaimed and threw her arms around him. He lifted her off the
ground in a hug, then as her feet touched the floor he passionately kissed her. Around the Eye, applause echoed.
JR
slipped the ring onto Sue Ellen’s finger. “It’s beautiful” she said, and kissed him again.
Leaving their own special carriage that night, Sue Ellen felt like
Cinderella. After the hell she had been through for so many years, she finally, FINALLY, felt like she was walking on air.
As they held hands, Sue Ellen showing off her ring to observers in the crowd, and walked into the night to the sound of everyone
clapping, they both felt nothing could ever hurt them again.
Their weeks’ holiday past quickly, Miss Ellie and Clayton were still
staying in London, so they hadn’t exactly been on their own, but neither Sue Ellen nor JR really minded. It was Friday
afternoon and Miss Ellie and Clayton had taken John Ross out for the day, to give JR and Sue Ellen some time on their own.
“We’ve
got the whole house to ourselves” JR said, after they had finished lunch “John Ross wont be back for ages, what
do you fancy doing?”
Sue Ellen looked at him, she knew exactly what was on his mind, “I think you could
do with taking a long cold shower,” she said
“Care to join me?” He asked
“JR Ewing,
you’re incorrigible!” she smiled
“What did I say?” JR asked. He walked up to her and put his
arms around her “I’m alone in the house with the most beautiful woman in the world, and I can’t think of
any better way to spend the afternoon then making love to her, do you have any objections?” he smiled
She kissed
in tenderly and said, “I thought we could go and see a movie or go for a walk,” she teased
“Think
again!” he said, pulling her even closer towards him, “let’s go upstairs unless of course you sooner we
stayed down here”
“Okay, you win!” she said
“Talk about easy” JR laughed.
“Watch
it JR, I might just change my mind,” she teased
They walked upstairs towards the bedroom, neither one letting
go of the other for a second. They both fell onto the bed laughing. JR looked into her eyes and said
“Have I
told you lately I love you”
“Not for the past hour and a half” Sue Ellen laughed
“That
long!” JR said, “I’ll have to do something about that” he kept kissing her.
“How much
do you love me, JR?” she asked
“Shut up and I’ll show you,” he said.
Sue Ellen felt
loved JR had changed and he was finally treating her the way she wanted him to when they were married. Yes, they did have
some good times, but she had always been aware that they would soon come to an end, but right now she knew this time was forever.
They had never been so close. After making love, they laid wrapped in a tight embrace, neither one speaking, just enjoying
the closeness. JR broke the silence.
“Okay, what are you thinking?” he asked
“Nothing”
she answered “I’m just enjoying the moment, being with you and wishing time would stop still”
JR
kissed her “No one has ever made me feel the way I feel right now, I wished I realised how much I love you sooner”
“I’ve
always loved you, you were and still are the only man I ever truly wanted” she said “these past few weeks have
been brilliant and I don’t want them to end”
“They wont, I promise,” he said. He looked at
the ring on her finger.
“How long is this divorce going to take?” he asked, “I want us to remarry
as soon as possible”
“JR, just be patient, in a couple of months I’ll be free again” she replied
“free and single and able to chose whatever man I want”
“As long as it’s me,” JR said
Sue
Ellen kissed him, “That goes without saying JR”
“What time will John Ross be back?” JR asked
“I
said that I would cook dinner for six o’clock, so any time before that” she replied
“I’m sorry
darlin’, I know you wanted for this week to be just the three of us” JR said
“I haven’t got
a problem with Miss Ellie and Clayton being here, but it has made me think about Southfork more” she replied
“Do
you want to go back?” JR asked
“Yes, although the idea scares me a little, but it’s home, it’s
where the rest of the family is, but I have the same feelings that John Ross has, Dallas is still full of painful memories”
she replied
“I know, but nothing bad is ever going to happen again, no matter where we are,” JR said
JR
meant ever word he said, he was going to make this relationship perfect. The only people that mattered to him were Sue Ellen
and John Ross; he couldn’t bear to be apart from either of them. He knew how badly he had treated Sue Ellen, but she
always managed to forgive him. Time after time she had shown him how much she loved him, yet he chose to ignore it, always
putting Ewing Oil and other women before her. Now was different, he couldn’t even imagine being this close to anyone
but Sue Ellen.
“Like I told you before Sue Ellen, let’s stay here for a while, there’s no hurry to
go back to Southfork.” JR said
“So you don’t mind if our children are born over here?” she
asked
“No!” he said, “How many are we going to have?”
“I really don’t know,
but we better start doing something about it soon” Sue Ellen replied
“Funny” JR said “I thought
that what we spent this afternoon doing!” he laughed
After a while Sue Ellen made a move to get up “It’s
time to go back to reality” she said.
JR grabbed hold of her hand and she turned to face him “I love you
Sue Ellen” he reached over and kissed her.
“I know” she said, “I love you too” JR lay
back in bed; he wasn’t in a hurry to move. Sue Ellen looked at him and smiled
“JR, get up the others will
be home soon and I haven’t even thought about dinner,” she said
“That’s what we had servants
at Southfork for “He replied
“I know, but I’m just happy having a part-time housekeeper” she
said
JR got up and headed for the shower, he turned and looked at Sue Ellen, “Well, are you coming to keep me
company or what?” he asked
Sue Ellen laughed some things never change.
After finally getting out of the
shower and dressed they went back downstairs and started to prepare a meal. Sue Ellen hoped that John Ross hadn’t persuaded
his grandmother to allow him too much junk food.
John Ross was excited when he got home and during dinner told his
parents of his day. Miss Ellie and Clayton remarked that Saturday would be there last day in London as they were leaving for
Dallas on Sunday. Sue Ellen looked at JR, then turned to Miss Ellie and said
“You will come back for Christmas
wont you”
“We would love too, but you sure you don’t want to come to Southfork” Miss Elle asked
JR
looked at his son before answering.
“Actually, we want to stay here this year momma, but we want you, Clayton,
Bobby and Christopher to join us”
Okay, so an English Christmas it is!” Miss Ellie said
“Not
much different from a Texan one, except colder!” Sue Ellen laughed
“Yeah, much colder” JR added
After
dinner they went and sat in the living room and started making plans for the following day.
“Momma, can I still
go to football practice?” John Ross asked
“Of course, I thought daddy and Clayton could take you while
your grandmother and I go shopping” she said
“Shopping is soooo boring” he said “I don’t
know why you like it so much”
“I could say the same thing about football” Sue Ellen laughed
“Football
is cool” John Ross said
As the evening got later Miss Ellie and Clayton decided it was time to go back to the
hotel and made arrangement for the following day. John Ross went to bed leaving Sue Ellen and JR alone again. They went into
the kitchen and started to pile the dishes into the dishwasher, then made themselves a drink.
JR followed Sue Ellen
back into the living room and they cuddled up on the sofa.
“I just had a thought” JR said “What about?”
Sue Ellen asked
JR held her tighter and said “We’ve asked my family to join us for Christmas but what about
your mother, it’s been ages since you last saw her”
Sue Ellen was silent, she hadn’t seen her mother
since Kristin’s funeral, at which her mother made it perfectly clear that she didn’t want anything more to do
with her.
“JR I’ve lost touch with her, I have no idea where she is, but I know she blames me for Kristin’s
death” Sue Ellen said
“But why, you had nothing to do with it” JR replied
“Yes, but
I was her older sister, I was supposed to look after her, I failed” Sue Ellen said with tears in her eyes “Momma
can’t forgive me for that, she hasn’t seen her own grandson for so long, she didn’t come to our last wedding,
even though I invited her, the Ewings are the only family I have”
JR kissed her “I’m sorry, I never
realised, I just presume to was off on one of her travels”
Sue Ellen stood up and moved towards the fireplace
with her back to JR, the tears were beginning to flow and she didn’t want JR to see.
“Sue Ellen, what happened
to Kristin was not your fault, she gave you every reason to hate her, she set you up to take the blame after she shot me”
JR said
“JR, I don’t hate Kristin, she was my sister, I just didn’t like her at times” Sue
Ellen said
“How do you feel about Christopher” he asked
“Christopher is her son, he’s
all there is left of her and one day when he wants to know about his real mother, I can tell him about her” Sue Ellen
said “Well only the good things, I love Christopher and I want him and John Ross to know each other and one day when
they’re old enough to understand, we’ll tell them that they aren’t adopted cousins, but real cousins, Christopher
not only has his adopted family but his blood family too”
JR stood up and went towards her; he placed his hands
upon her shoulders. “I love you more than life itself, nothing or noone is ever going to hurt you again. If your mother
doesn’t want to know you or her grandchildren then that’s her problem, the Ewings are the only family you will
ever need” he turned her to face him, she looked deeply into his eyes and saw that he meant everything he said
“I
love you JR” she put her arms around him and kissed him.
Saturday afternoon, Sue Ellen dropped JR, Clayton and
John Ross at the football ground, before going into town with Miss Ellie. They spent the afternoon in and out of shops and
spent quite a bit of money. When they had finished they decided to stop at a coffee shop for a drink.
“Sue Ellen,
you and JR look so happy” Miss Ellie said
“We are, I’ve seen so much change in him over the last
few months, he’s putting his family first before himself, I love him. I always have and always will” Sue Ellen
replied
“I wish it hadn’t taken him so long to realise what he had with you” Miss Ellie said “He’s
wasted so much time”
“I know, but believe me we’re making up for it now” Sue Ellen laughed
“I really hope it works out this time” Miss Ellie said
“It will, I promise, beside I’m not
prepared to put John Ross through anymore pain” Sue Ellen said “We’ve talked and opened up to each other
in ways that we’ve never done before, he’s told me things that I know he hasn’t talked to anyone about”
Miss
Ellie looked at her “We always thought that it was Bobby and Pam who were the strongest and could never be parted but
we were wrong” she said
“I missed him so much when I came over here, even though he was so far away he
was always in my thoughts.” Sue Ellen said “and then when things in Dallas fell apart for him, he came to me,
maybe we’re just supposed to be together”
“Why wont you come back to Southfork?” Miss Ellie asked.
“The
real problem is John Ross, every time we mentioned it, he gets upset. The truth is he feels that his parents can only be together
away from there, he’s convinced that if we go home the JR will return to his old ways and end up hurting me, then the
arguments will happen again” Sue Ellen said
“You know that’s not going to happen” Miss Ellie
said
“Of course I do, I wouldn’t have taken him back if I thought that was a chance of that, but John Ross
is still a child and all he remembers about Southfork is pain” She answered
“It’s a shame, I would
love to have you back there” Miss Ellie said
“We will one day, Southfork is a great place and I want my
children to grow up there, but it may be a little while longer before we come back” Sue Ellen said
“Are
you and JR planning on having more children?” Miss Ellie asked
“Yes” Sue Ellen replied “If
we haven’t left it too late that is”
“I’m glad” Miss Ellie said “At least John
Ross wont be an only child”
“John Ross has two parents who love him and who love each other and that is
the way it’s going to stay and we want to extend our family, I just can’t wait to marry JR again and start our
future.” Sue Ellen said
They finished their coffees and went to pick up the others from the football game. Everyone
was happy and content. JR thought his heart was going to burst, whenever he looked at Sue Ellen all he saw in her eyes was
her love for him. She felt the same, JR’s eyes always told him a lot and now all she could see was love. Everything
was perfect.
The following day they took Miss Ellie and Clayton to the airport.
“Take care of yourselves”
Miss Ellie and Clayton said
“You too” they replied “Don’t forget we will see you at Christmas”
When
they had left JR turned to Sue Ellen and said Alone again” he then kissed her
“Do you guys mind, this is
a public place” John Ross piped up
“Well not quite alone” JR laughed and picked his son up “Boy
are you getting heavy, no more junk food for you for a while that’s for sure”
John Ross hugged his father
and they made their way back to the car.
Two months later and Christmas was just around the corner. JR had persuaded
Michael Mcdervitt to let him join his firm and put his business talents to good use. JR was so happy, not only was he living
with Sue Ellen but working with her as well. He thought life couldn’t get any better.
That evening when they
got home Sue Ellen found she had some mail waiting for her. She looked at one envelope and opened it. A smile crossed her
lips, her divorce had finally come through, her and JR were now free to get married and start a new life together. JR came
up and asked her if she was alright.
“JR, I’m fine” She handed him the letter.
“I don’t
believe it, at last we can get married” JR said “Please say you still want to marry me”
“Of
course I do JR, I can’t wait to start our future together” She said and kissed him
“I love you Sue
Ellen, you are truly the only woman I want to be with” JR said
“We better tell our son that his parents
are getting married again,” Sue Ellen said
John Ross was happy at the news that his parents were going to remarry,
and that they promised that this time it was forever. JR made a promise to his family that he would never break, Sue Ellen
and John Ross were the most important things in his life and nothing was gong to change that. Everything was going to be perfect,
he still had time to make up for the past and that was what he intended to do, he was going to be the best husband and father,
he so wanted them to know how much they meant to him.
With Christmas fast approaching, Sue Ellen was doing one of things
she loved best – shopping. She had wanted to get JR something extra special and had chosen a new watch which she was
going to have engraved.
“What would you like the inscription to read Madam?” asked the girl behind the
jewellery counter.
“All my love forever, Sue Ellen”
“That’s beautiful” said the
girl with a smile “Someone is a very lucky man”
Sue Ellen smiled. As she looked out at the busy shopping
street crammed full with people she knew that this Christmas was going to be extra perfect.
At around the same time
that Sue Ellen was in the jewellers JR and John Ross were doing a little shopping of their own.
“John Ross, I
can’t buy everything, how are we supposed to get it home?” JR laughed.
“Well” began John Ross
“Santa will be taking care of my presents, so I’m not worried about that....”
JR raised an eyebrow
as his son continued
“So now you just need to worry about Mamma”
“What do you buy someone
who has everything?” JR joked.
“Something from both of us” came the reply
JR looked at him.
He couldn’t believe how blessed he was to be with them both. He loved Sue Ellen so much that everytime he thought about
her, his heart leapt. He wanted to plaster it all over London that she was his.
“Well now, what do you suggest?”
asked JR folding his arms and waiting for John Ross to speak.
“How about a picture of us both – her two
favourite men?” John Ross said
JR smiled “You know, that is a great idea!” JR said, patting his son
on the head.
After having a portrait taken, JR commenting on how lucky it was that they both looked smart that day,
JR told John Ross that he had to buy Sue Ellen something else, something that was just from him. Leaving the boy supervised
in a children’s play area of Harrods, JR amused himself by walking through the ladies underwear department.
“Can
I help you with sizes sir?” an assistant said
“Yes please...I would like something for my wife. Something
nice” JR said
“May I show you our latest range?” the assistant said.
”Please do”
JR replied
“Do you know her approximate size?”
“Yes” JR told her
“Small?
Medium? Large?”
“Perfect” said JR, breaking into a smile which left the assistant feeling very amused
and they shared a joke or two before JR made his final decision.
He then bought some expensive perfume, and made his
way to the jewellery section. He saw what he wanted almost immediately. In the glass cabinet in front of him was a beautiful
eternity ring; a thick band laced with sparkling diamonds. JR asked the supervisor of the department about it and was told
that the ring was called The Neverending Love ring. That sold it for him. After having it perfectly packaged and with a card
to tell Sue Ellen what it meant, he went to find John Ross.
“Daddy” John Ross said “I’m thinking
– we need to get Mamma a card. She loves cards”
“Good thinking my boy” JR smiled
In
the stationary department there was a card for every occasion. JR was faced with a small problem. All the cards which were
appropriate for his relationship with his wife were all very, what he would term “definite”. There was “Merry
Christmas to My Wife”, which, as he noted, she wasn’t – not yet anyway, “My Girlfriend”, which
he figured was a tad “too many years ago” for them, My Lover, which he wouldn’t have considered buying in
front of John Ross, and, unbelievably “My Ex Wife”, which just made him laugh out loud. In the end he settled
for “To the One I Love”, thinking it to be the most appropriate of all.
John Ross picked one which was
addressed to “The Best Mom in the World”, and without JR seeing, used his own money to pay for one which was addressed
to “The Best Daddy in the World”. He was very proud of himself.
Satisfied with their days’ shopping,
the two men in Sue Ellen’s life headed for home. And her.
Sue Ellen wasn’t home by the time JR and John
Ross arrived, so they did their best job of hiding her presents. Not long after JR finished tucking her gifts away where he
was sure she’d never find them, he heard her key go into the lock. Excitedly he started down the stairs to meet her.
“Mommy!”
John Ross said and ran to her
“Hi sweetheart! Where’s your daddy?” Sue Ellen said.
“I’m
here” JR said with a smile as he got to the foot of the stairs.
After hugging John Ross tightly, she put down
her shopping bags and went to JR.
“Hi” she said smiling, greeting him with a kiss.
JR was so glad
to see her he held her tightly, kissing her before giggling “Your nose is cold”
She laughed “It’s
about 3 degrees outside”
“Come on, take your coat off and I’ll fix you a hot drink” JR said
John
Ross lifted the cat and said “Momma can we give Lucy something to eat now?”
“Sure” Sue Ellen
said “I got her some new stuff. I think she’ll really like it”
“I forgot to ask” JR said
“Why is the cat called LUCY?”
“Because she’s small” John Ross said “And spoilt
rotten”
JR erupted into a big belly laugh. Lucy the Cat of course had been named after their own family member,
Lucy.
JR poured some coffee for them and a soda for John Ross.
“So
how was your day?” he asked Sue Ellen
“Great. You know me...shopping” she smiled
JR laughed
“Oh yes, spend all our money today did you?”
“I spent all mine. I’ll work on yours tomorrow”
she smiled and kissed him.
This put a thought in JR’s mind. Since he and Sue Ellen had been divorced, his will
had changed. He knew that it wasn’t a huge problem as they were remarrying anyway, but it was something he needed to
look at.
The little family spent the rest of the night tucked away from the cold
and watching television. That night as Sue Ellen slept, JR watched her, holding her tightly in his arms. Every moment he was
with her was so precious, sometimes he didn’t want to sleep at all for fear he would find the last few months had all
been a dream. Just as he watched her, she opened her eyes.
“Can’t you sleep?” she asked quietly.
“Don’t
want to” he said
“What’s wrong?” she asked
“Absolutely nothing” he said
and kissed the top of her head “I’m just enjoying watching you”
Sue Ellen smiled sleepily. She snuggled
into him even more, kissing him on the side of his face.
“I love you” she said
“I love you
too” he replied, holding her and never wanting to let her go.
The next morning, JR woke to the sound of a noise
in the en suite bathroom. Noticing Sue Ellen wasn’t beside him, he called to her “Sue Ellen?”
A few
seconds later she appeared in the doorway, looking whiter than the snow which had begun to fall outside.
“Uhhhhhh”
she mumbled holding her stomach.
“Oh baby, are you sick?” JR said, getting out of bed.
She nodded.
“All of a sudden, I wasn’t feeling well. I don’t know what has done it”
“Get back into
bed” JR ordered “I’ll let them know you won’t be in today”
“No” she said,
shaking her head “I have to go in, I have so much to do”
JR sighed, feeling her head for her temperature.
“You’re not too warm...tell you what I’ll get you something to drink”
She smiled, thanking
him. As he left the room, Sue Ellen sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the calendar on the wall.
“Oh dear”
she said to herself. “Oops”.
Sitting at her desk, going through her work for the day, Sue Ellen
felt slightly better. She knew it wasn’t anything that she had eaten that had made her sick and she had felt fine up
until this morning. She hadn’t wanted to say anything to JR immediately, but she had her suspicions as to what might
be wrong.
She picked up the phone and, looking at her address book, dialled the number.
“Hi this is Sue
Ellen Ew..Lockwood”, she said rolling her eyes at her near mistake. Ewing had always just ran off her tongue, she constantly
forgot about her change of name.
“Yes Mrs Lockwood” said the voice on the other end of the line “How
may I help you?”
“Does Dr Bowditch have any free appointments this afternoon?”
“Let
me check....she has one at 4.45 Mrs Lockwood, would that suit?”
Sue Ellen thought for a minute. If she left work
early, JR would notice. Not that she was keeping anything from him, but she had to be sure herself.
“That’s
fine, thanks”
“See you then”
Placing her hand on her stomach, she closed her eyes and said
“Please.....”
JR sat in his new office and thought to himself. He liked working at the same place as Sue
Ellen, but it was slowly dawning on him that he liked it because of just that. He was with Sue Ellen. JR was an oilman. Not
that oil meant so much to him anymore, but it was what he knew best. He wondered what the possibilities were of setting up
an oil company here in London, perhaps using resources he had in Europe. It was something he would have to think carefully
about. The last thing he wanted was for Sue Ellen to think that Ewing Oil would ever be as important to him as it once had
been – more important than her. He knew how sensitive she was about the issue, so he decided it might be best just to
talk it through with her before making a decision.
Just at that his door knocked.
“Come in Sue Ellen”
he smiled.
“Damn these footsteps” she laughed “I’d never get away with a crime”
JR
laughed, standing to greet her. “How are you feeling?”
“Much better” she said and kissed him
on the cheek. “I have to leave early though”
“Oh?” JR asked
“Just an appointment
downtown” she said
“What sort of an appointment? Is it with a man?” JR faked his best insecure- man
impression
“Nothing for you to worry about” she laughed
JR looked at her. What was she hiding?
Kissing
him again, this time on the lips, she said “I won’t be long. See you back at the house?”
“Well
that depends” JR said “Maybe I have an appointment” he joked
She smiled her best smile saying “Cute.
Very cute”, winked and left him standing there.
JR felt slightly uneasy. Why wouldn’t she tell him where
she was going?
“Well Sue Ellen” said Dr Bowditch “I just need you to answer a couple of questions”
Sue
Ellen was nervous, sitting there beside the doctor. The doctor was young, nice and welcoming, and Sue Ellen just hoped she
would be leaving the surgery with happy news.
The young doctor asked Sue Ellen a few routine questions, then asked
her if she could do a couple of tests.
As Sue Ellen sat anxiously waiting for the results, she looked at the pictures
on the doctors wall. Posters about cancer, AIDS, babies and travelling abroad.
The door opened and Dr Bowditch returned.
“I’m
pleased to tell you that you’re not sick” she said
Sue Ellen breathed a sigh of relief “You are remarkably
healthy, you’re keeping up to date with all your check ups, and are in really good condition. How long have you been
sober now?”
“Nearly 8 years” Sue Ellen smiled
“That’s fantastic” the doctor
said “Well then, this little one should grow up to be just as fit and healthy as his brother”
“What?”
Sue Ellen said
“You’re suspicions were correct. Congratulations” Dr Bowditch said with a smile “You’re
pregnant”
Sue Ellen didn’t know whether to laugh or cry with happiness. So she did both. And Dr Bowditch
did too.
JR had been strangely anxious since Sue Ellen left him. Sometimes he thought that certain things in his life
were sent as punishment for years gone by. What if Sue Ellen was with Don, sorting out the divorce, what if she had met someone
else?
He shook his head as he climbed the stairs to the house. “Stop it” he thought, “She loves me.
She’s always loved me” he reassured himself – for the most part anyway. He noticed the lights were on. She’d
got home before him.
He entered the hallway and she appeared from the kitchen. She looked incredibly serious, and JR’s
heart sank. She didn’t move, but stood where she was. He got a flashback of years ago, when Sue Ellen was angry and
upset. The way she could fire out looks was edged permanently on his mind – he could read each and every one.
“What’s
wrong?” he said immediately.
“JR, I have something to tell you” she said.
His heart began
to race. His life flashed before him. Mentally he had his suitcases back. She wanted out?
JR couldn’t speak.
Sue Ellen walked towards him and said, “Could you come in and sit down?”
“Sue Ellen, whatever it
is, tell me here”
“No” she said and took him by the hand into the living room. “This is good”
he thought “Physical contact”
As she flicked the light to the living room on; JR noticed a large box sitting
on the sofa. It was wrapped with a pink and blue ribbon.
Sue
Ellen couldn’t hide her smile.
JR let out a huge sigh of relief and placing one hand around her neck, pretended
to strangle her.
She laughed. “Did I scare you?”
“My heart is in my boots right now”
he told her.
She went to the couch and lifted the box. “Come here” she said “You have to sit down”
JR
did as he was told and took the box from her. She didn’t take her eyes off him as he pulled the lid off. He couldn’t
believe what was inside. Two of the smallest cowboy boots he had ever seen. He could get just two fingers inside them.
“These
are lovely darlin but I don’t think they’ll fit!” he joked
Sue Ellen kept looking at him, waiting
for the penny to drop. He kept his left handed fingers inside the boots and opened the card.
It read “Hi Daddy,
I’m really looking forward to meeting you”
JR felt tears immediately come into his eyes. For a second he
held his breath and looked at Sue Ellen, who seeing the realisation on his face, was now crying herself.
JR pushed
the box out of the way, jumped to his feet and lifted Sue Ellen of the sofa. He laughed and shouted and laughed and cried
and after about 5 minutes of hysterics, he pulled her to him and kissed her.
“I’m going to be a daddy....”
He whispered
“Again” she smiled
He looked into her beautiful
eyes and said “You are...you’re everything. I love you so much.”
“I know” she replied,
“I’m
the happiest, luckiest man in the world”, he said, taking her face in his hands and kissing her.
As they both
wiped away each other’s tears, snow fell outside. They fell down in front of the open log fire and kissed and hugged
and talked about their future. Two people who were always meant to be together.
The next morning, JR woke early. Not
that he’d slept much. He was afraid that if he slept too deeply he would wake and find that the wonderful news Sue Ellen
had given him yesterday had all been a dream. Lifting his head off the pillow, he propped himself up with his elbow and just
lay watching her. Her auburn hair spread across the pillow, he could hear her breathing softly. She looked so content. He
placed his hand on her stomach and rubbed it gently. She was pregnant. After so many years of wanting this, JR was finally
going to have another child with the woman he’d always loved.
After a few minutes, Sue Ellen opened her eyes.
Seeing JR smiling at her, she smiled back saying, almost in a whisper, “Morning”. She felt tired, but in a good
way. She had everything she wanted too. She had John Ross, a good career, she had developed a strong sense of independence,
and she had JR. And she was having his baby. She thought things couldn’t be more perfect.
“Morning beautiful”
JR said, kissing the top of her head. Nuzzling into him she said “What time is it?”
JR looked at the clock
on the bedside table. “8.15” he said.
“What day is it?” she asked with a smile.
“Saturday”
he told her.
She smiled again, closing her eyes and pulling him to her. “Then we don’t have to do ANYTHING”
she giggled.
JR grinned. They kissed. JR began working his way down her body, and, reaching her tummy, she smiled and
said “What are you doing?”
“Just saying good morning to my son,” he said.
“Son?”
Sue Ellen raised an eyebrow.
“Yes” JR said, “His name is Jock”
Sue Ellen was speechless.
JR
couldn’t hold his amusement and started to laugh “Gotcha” he smiled.
Lifting the pillow, Sue Ellen
hit him over the head with it. After a not- too-rough pillow fight, Sue Ellen said,
“You know, there’s
a possibility that it’s a girl”
“Darlin’ I don’t care what it is.”
“Really?”
she smiled
“Did you think I would?” JR asked, resting his chin on her chest.
“No...but I know
you always had a dream to pass things on to a boy and....”
He placed a finger on her lips. “That’s
in the past. And besides, we have a boy”
Sue Ellen smiled, kissing his finger.
“Is the baby asleep?”
he asked her.
Sue Ellen laughed, then, pretending to be serious said “I think so. Why?”
“Cos Daddy ain’t” JR smiled and kissed her. As she felt him close
to her, Sue Ellen thanked God for the weekends.
Two hours and a bit later, Sue Ellen heard the mail coming through
the box. Lucy the cat made it drop to the floor with one clean swoop of the paw.
“Thank you Lucy” Sue Ellen
said, stroking the cats head. Lucy licked her hand and tottered off in the direction of the kitchen.
“JR do you
want something to eat?” Sue Ellen shouted up the stairs.
The reply came from the shower “I think I’ve
worked up an appetite don’t you?”
She smiled, hoping John Ross didn’t hear him. Sifting through
the mail, she noticed a letter, addressed to her, with a US postmark. The postmark read California, but it had went to Southfork
first. Was it from her mother? Sue Ellen was more than intrigued by this. She hadn’t received any mail from the States
– well apart from the odd letter from Miss Ellie – in quite a while.
She decided to go into the living
room and sat down to read it. Tearing the envelope open, her eyes almost immediately fell to the name at the bottom. Her heart
nearly stopped, but she continued to read......
“Dear Sue Ellen,
I know it must come as a shock hearing
from me after all this time, and I hope you won’t object to me writing to you. I am not even sure this letter will reach
you, but writing it has helped me put some of the guilt I feel behind me.
I want you to know that it was never my intention
to hurt you. You were the innocent party in what happened between myself and JR. I was so caught up in what I wanted that
I never gave any thought to you, your feelings or your marriage. I was as shocked as you were that I got involved with a married
man, and if I could turn the clock back and change things, then I would.
Having met you and seeing what a beautiful
woman you are and what a nice person too, made me realise that I was blinded to a lot of things. At that time JR clearly didn’t
appreciate what he had. I know that the two of you stayed together for some time after I left. I knew deep in my heart that
he would never marry me. You were always the woman for him, and it’s only with time that I have come to realise that.
Although I am not sure of the situation between you now, I can guess that you and he will never be very far apart. I knew
his marriage to Cally wouldn’t last, as I knew he only truly has eyes for you.
Thank you for everything that
you did for me, Sue Ellen. Although I no longer act or model, I am happier with myself now. You see, it happened to me too.
And it wasn’t until it did that I realised the pain that I must have caused you. I met a man after I left Dallas and
I fell deeply in love. We were married and at first everything was wonderful, but a few months down the line he started spending
nights away and things just changed. I found out he was cheating on me. It broke my heart. The only difference is, that he
left me completely for the other woman.
As strange as it may
sound, it’s made me face up to a lot. It made me put things to rest. I accept now that JR only ever loved you and there
was nothing I could do to change that. But what I can try to fix is how I treated you. I’m truly sorry and although
I don’t ever expect you to forgive me, I want to wish you every happiness. I’m sure JR is with you now and that’s
how it should be. The only love that’s true is love that can never be broken. I hope I find it one day.
With
best wishes
Mandy Winger
Sue Ellen didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. Now that she hadn’t expected.
She took a deep breath. It wasn’t a nasty letter, certainly not the type she would have expected from Mandy Winger.
Although it had been so long ago, Sue Ellen did still harbour anger towards that whole, horrible time. Maybe this would help
her put it behind her and let go.....
“You ok darlin?” JR said entering the room. “You look a little
peaky”, he said, coming to sit beside her.
Deciding not to hide it from him, she handed him the letter.
“What’s this?” he asked.
“Read it”
she said, looking him straight in the eye.
JR’s gaze fell to the bottom just as Sue Ellen’s had done. “What
the hell....?” JR said, almost with anger.
“It’s ok..” Sue Ellen touched his hand. “Just
read it”.
As JR read, Sue Ellen looked out the window, still trying to absorb what had just happened.
JR
reached for Sue Ellen’s hand and held it as he continued to read. He didn’t realise, but she was watching him
for reactions. He looked somewhere between furious and shocked.
A couple of minutes later, he folded the letter and
said “Well, she’s right”.
Sue Ellen looked confused, so JR said “She’s right about what
I felt”
“Even then?” Sue Ellen asked.
“Even then. And you know that” he said
Sue
Ellen didn’t speak. “Don’t you?” he said. “Tell me you do”
She nodded. “I
do...I just didn’t expect to be having a conversation about...her...after so long.”
“I know”
JR squeezed her hand. He looked at her and for a split second saw the Sue Ellen he had known years ago, the Sue Ellen that
had been filled with pain and insecurities. It was only a split second, but whatever way she looked at him, brought a memory
flooding back into his mind. Moving closer to her, he set the letter down on the coffee table and took her in his arms. Letting
out a sigh of relief, she said, “It scared me for a minute...I thought..”
JR looked at her and kissed her.
“I love you. And only you”
She kissed him right back. JR looked at the letter again and said, “Don’t
even let it cross your mind that this affects me in any way...hearing from her. In a way, I think it’s good that she
wrote. I know how much it hurt you..maybe this will let you bury all of that. It’s dead Sue Ellen. And as I said, she’s
right. You’ve always been the only one for me.”
Sue Ellen smiled, “Well, let that be the end of it
then” she said. JR nodded. She lifted the letter and JR asked,
“What are you going to do with it?”
“I
don’t know” she said.
He took it from her and said, “Come here”.
Wrapping her warm jacket
around her, he took her hand and led her down the steps and across to the park. “Where are we going?” she laughed,
as the wind swept them along.
“You’ll see” he said.
A curious John Ross had wakened and was
watching his parents from his bedroom window.
JR lifted Sue Ellen on to the highest point on the small wall that surrounded
the park. Still laughing, she watched him. He took the letter out of his pocket and began to tear it into small pieces. When
it was done, he took her hand, opened it and placed the small pieces of paper in her palm, then closed her hand over.
“Let
it go Sue Ellen” he said, standing at her feet, looking up into her eyes.
She held her fist up into the strong
wind and opened her hand. Almost like magic, the wind took the paper from her hand, and bit by bit, just like her past, the
letter blew away. The couple watched as each piece of paper disappeared from sight. Then Sue Ellen’s gaze turned to
JR.
“I love you” she said.
He grasped her ankles, and let his hands move up to her waist, and she
slid down into his arms.
“I love you more” he smiled and kissed her.
“No, I love you more”
she laughed.
“I love you more” he said.
They kissed again as Lucy and a very happy John Ross watched
from the window.
“Other side of the road JR” Sue Ellen pointed out as JR drove John Ross to soccer practice.
JR quickly swerved back in, pointing out how calm Sue Ellen was about his near fatal mistake!
“Don’t forget
John Ross, to tell Rory that you won’t be there next week...Grandma is coming to stay”, Sue Ellen said to her
son in the back seat.
“I won’t Momma”
They arrived at the training
ground, and John Ross hopped out. Sue Ellen wound the window down and John Ross gave his mother a kiss on the cheek.
“Be
careful sweetheart. See you later” she said.
”Bye momma. Bye daddy”
“Bye son”
“Will
you drive now?” JR joked
“Awww...” Sue Ellen smiled, stroking his face “Having to play tough
in front of your son...now you see when we have a daughter you don’t have to be all macho anymore”
“Yes
I do..” JR said “Even more so in front of women” he laughed
“I know you’re a softie really”
she said, leaning in for a kiss.
He kissed her before saying “Seriously, will you drive?”
Sue Ellen
laughed out loud and got out to change places with him. Foot on the pedal, she reached 50 miles an hour in under 30 seconds.
“Pregnant!
Pregnant!” JR reminded her, as she pulled her foot back “Stop showing off Shepard” he said.
She smiled.
She would prefer to be known as Shepard now, rather than Lockwood. Ewing anyday certainly, but as she wasn’t married
to JR yet, technically she wasn’t really a Ewing yet either.
They stopped for lunch in the West End, JR still
pointing out things that he hadn’t seen before, and Sue Ellen being his tour guide.
JR indicated that he wanted
lunch from a Texas-style steakhouse, so Sue Ellen went along with his wish.
As she studied the menu, JR looked at her.
She was so radiant. He actually thought he could see a glow around her.
She looked up and smiled at him. “What?”
she asked.
“You’re beautiful” JR said
“Why thank you” she smiled. He took her
hand and played with her engagement ring.
Just then, the waitress, an older woman in her 60’s came over to them.
“Now
darlin’s” she said in her Cockney accent “What can I do for ya?”
JR ordered the biggest steak
known to man, and Sue Ellen settled for a slightly more discreet order of the most bizarre combination JR had heard of.
“Cravings”
she said with a smile.
“Ah..expectin a happy event sweetheart?” the waitress asked. “Congratulations”
JR
and Sue Ellen both thanked her. “Aw look at her” the waitress said, stroking the side of Sue Ellen’s face
“She’s lovely.” Then the waitress whispered, in a not very subtle way “He loves ya darlin. It’s
shinin right out of him”.
This made Sue Ellen smile even more, and JR squeezed her hand.
“Onion
rings, grapes, potato skins and milkshake?” JR asked with a smile.
“Sounds good to me!” she laughed.
“Well
then” JR said, “When are we getting married?”
Sue Ellen’s heart leapt. “When do you want
to get married?” she asked.
“Tomorrow” JR said.
Sue Ellen smiled. She wanted it to be soon
too, but she knew that the period before Christmas wasn’t really viable.
“What sort of wedding are we going
to have?” she asked.
“Any sort of wedding you want” he told her.
She held his hand tightly. “I want it to be a decision we both make. Together” she
told him.
“Yes, me too...so...tell me what you’d like and then I will tell you what I’d like”
JR said.
“Well” Sue Ellen began, “I don’t want a big wedding. We’ve done that before.
Twice” she smiled.
He laughed “OK, but I want to tell everyone we’re back together”
“I
think the media will take care of that” Sue Ellen said.
JR nodded.
“Where will it be?” JR asked
“Somewhere
hot where I can wear something nice and...”
“Revealing” JR smiled.
“I’ll only
have so much time to be revealing you know” she told him.
“Hey darlin’ you can reveal anything to
me for as long as you want, you know that” he smiled wickedly.
She laughed “What I mean is..I want my dress
to fit. I don’t want to be getting married with a big pregnant belly. My mother is a Catholic for goodness sake”
“Your
mother is coming?” JR looked surprised.
”Well, I
don’t know, but she might....” Sue Ellen said.
“So where then?” JR asked.
He could see
her thinking so he said “If it helps...we can go anywhere you want. Where would you like to go?”
“The
Seychelles” Sue Ellen said.
“Done” JR said
”JR I’m kidding....I don’t need
anything. I’d be happy if we were married in a registry office in the city centre of London”
“Nothing
but the best for you my love” he smiled. Then he stopped talking about it. Little did Sue Ellen know but JR had it all
already worked out.
Sue Ellen had taken the next week off work to prepare for Miss Ellie and Clayton’s visit.
JR had told her he was going to work just for a few hours, but would be home in time to help her decorate the house and sort
out the arrangements for Christmas.
At around 10am, Sue Ellen was sitting wrapping some of John Ross’ presents
when the doorbell rang. She shouted to Kate that she would answer it. She pulled open the door and to her surprise a limousine
driver was looking back at her.
“Hello Madam. My name is David. I’m here to collect you”
“Em...I
think you must have the wrong house, sorry” Sue Ellen told him.
“Mrs Ewing?” David said
“Soon to be, yes” Sue Ellen said
“I’ve been
sent by Mr JR Ewing to collect you”
Sue Ellen felt a knowing smile creep over her face. What was he up to now?
Knowing better than to protest, she said,
“Could you just give me a minute David?”
“Certainly
Madam”
Sue Ellen went to see Kate upstairs. Kate was smiling.
“Kate, I don’t know what is
going on..but I have to go in this limousine”
Kate was thrilled. “How exciting! Oh I do envy you!”
Sue
Ellen hugged her. “I have no idea what is going on....”
But Kate knew.
Sue Ellen went to the door
and said “OK David, let’s go!” She grabbed her jacket and purse and followed David down the stairs.
“It’s
just going to be you and me for a bit Lucy” Kate smiled, and stroked the pretty white cat on the head.
From the
back of the limousine, Sue Ellen asked, “David, where are we going?”
“It’s a secret Madam”
David said.
Sue Ellen smiled, touching the beautiful yellow roses which had been left in the back seat with a note
that read “Just do what David says. I love you”
After being in the limousine for a good half an hour, Sue
Ellen’s curiosity was getting the better of her. She had been reading road signs and so far nothing jumped out at her.
Well, until now.
They had just passed the sign for Heathrow Airport. “No...” she thought “It couldn’t
be...”
But it was. David turned the car in the direction of the entrance to Heathrow Airport.
Sue Ellen
pushed the button to the driver’s window down. “David are we going to the Airport?” she asked.
“Now
now madam,” David smiled “That would be telling”
Sue Ellen took out her cell phone and texted “This
had better be good Ewing J” to JR
Within seconds her phone beeped “Hurry up Shepard J xxx “
She
pushed 1 for her house phone. Kate answered.
“Kate it would appear I’m on the way to the airport”
Sue Ellen said.
“Yes I know” Kate laughed.
Sue Ellen smiled and shook her head “OH VERY GOOD!
Where am I going?”
“Can’t say!” Kate laughed.
“WHERE’S JOHN ROSS?”
Sue Ellen mildly panicked, but knew in her heart JR would have that sorted out.
”John Ross is fine” Kate
said reassuringly.
“Oh Kate, can you look after Lucy?” Sue Ellen asked, realising everything that had been
left up in the air.
“Of course I will. Me and Lucy are going to have fun, aren’t we girl?” she said,
smiling at the little cat.
“OK Kate thanks so much” Sue Ellen said.
“It’s a pleasure.”
David
opened the door to the limousine and stretched out his hand to help Sue Ellen out.
“My flowers...” she
said.
“I will tend to them immediately Madam. I shall return them to your home and have them placed in water
without delay”
David was great. Sue Ellen really liked him. She kissed him on the cheek and thanked him. He was
delighted to have been part of such a wonderful surprise.
“Where do I go now?” she asked.
“Terminal
3 madam, straight ahead.”
After watching her enter the building and waving, David left on his floral duties.
The large doors to the terminal opened and Sue Ellen walked inside. It was huge. She didn’t know where to go next. Luckily
she soon saw a face she recognised.
“Hello Sue Ellen” said the voice.
“Miss Ellie?!”
Sue Ellen said, surprised beyond belief.
The two women hugged. Miss Ellie took Sue Ellen by the hand and said “Come
with me”
This was getting more and more exciting by the minute. Part of Sue Ellen wondered was she going to Dallas,
although she was so excited she couldn’t think straight.
Miss Ellie led Sue Ellen to a nearby Executive Lounge,
and the door opened. On the other side stood Clayton. Sue Ellen nearly cried. She embraced him.
“I don’t
know what’s going on, but this is wonderful” she said,wiping away a tear. Clayton led her into the Lounge area,
which was virtually empty, except for another familiar face. “BOBBY?!!”
“Hello Sue Ellen” Bobby
smiled and hugged her. “Eh, I think you know Sarah?”
Sue Ellen reached out and hugged her friend.
As
Sue Ellen and Sarah laughed and hugged, Sue Ellen felt hands around her waist. She turned around.
JR.
“There
you are!” she smiled, and another tear fell. He wiped it away with his thumb and she kissed him.
“What
is going on?” she laughed.
“Hi momma!” John Ross piped up.
“Sweetheart!” she hugged
him. “Why aren’t you at school?” she joked.
“Because he’s coming to our wedding”
JR told her.
“Wedding?!” Sue Ellen gasped. “But JR, my dress, my hair....” Sue Ellen looked
at Sarah in a panic.
JR touched her face. “It’s all sorted out”
“Did he see my dress?!”
Sue Ellen looked at Sarah.
“No! No! Honestly! I’m taking care of that” Sarah said.
JR laughed.
“So,” he said “Shall we?” and indicated with his eyes towards the Jumbo Jet outside the window.
“Where
are we going?” she asked excitedly.
JR raised his eyebrows and looked at her.
“THE SEYCHELLES?”
she screamed. He nodded and winked at her.
Sue Ellen threw her arms around him. They hugged each other tightly. Bobby
said lightheartedly,
“I think we’d better get on the plane now”
“You’re all coming
too?” Sue Ellen smiled.
“Sure are!” Clayton smiled. “We’re going to be your witnesses”
Sue
Ellen was thrilled. JR took her hand and led her to the plane. They let their guests on first, and just as they were about
to step on, Sue Ellen stopped JR and kissed him.
“I can’t wait to be Mrs JR Ewing again” she said.
JR
kissed her. “You always were darlin...you always were”.
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